Letter1
ToMrs.Saville,England.
St.
Petersburgh,Dec.11th,17—.
Youwill
sevineceksiniz
rejoicetohearthatnodisasterhasaccompaniedthecommencementofbir
anenterprisewhichyouhaveregardedwithsuchkötü
evilforebodings.Iarrivedhere
dün
yesterday,andmyfirsttaskistoassuremysevgili
dearsisterofmywelfareve
andincreasingconfidenceinthesuccessofmyundertaking.Iamalready
çok
farnorthofLondon,andasIwalkinthestreetsofPetersburgh,Ihissediyorum
feelacoldnorthernbreezeplayuponmycheeks,whichbracesmynervesve
andfillsmewithdelight.Doyou
anlıyor
understandthisfeeling?Thisbreeze,whichhastravelledfromtheregionstowardswhichIamadvancing,
veriyor
givesmeaforetasteofthosebuzlu
icyclimes.Inspiritedbythiswindof
vaat
promise,mydaydreamsbecomemoreferventve
andvivid.Itryin
boşuna
vaintobepersuadedthatthepoleistheseatoffrostve
anddesolation;iteverpresentsitselftomy
hayal
imaginationastheregionofgüzellik
beautyanddelight.There,Margaret,the
güneş
sunisforevervisible,itsgeniş
broaddiskjustskirtingtheufukta
horizonanddiffusingaperpetualsplendour.There—forwithyourleave,mysister,Iwillput
biraz
sometrustinprecedingnavigators—therekar
snowandfrostarebanished;ve
and,sailingoveracalmsea,wemaybewaftedtobir
alandsurpassinginwondersve
andinbeautyeveryregionhithertodiscoveredonthehabitableglobe.Itsproductions
ve
andfeaturesmaybewithoutexample,asthephenomenaofthegöksel
heavenlybodiesundoubtedlyareinbu
thoseundiscoveredsolitudes.Whatmaynotbeexpectedinacountryof
sonsuz
eternallight?Imaytherediscoverthewondrous
gücü
powerwhichattractstheneedleve
andmayregulateathousandcelestialobservationsthatihtiyaç
requireonlythisvoyagetorendertheirseemingeccentricitiesconsistentforever.Ishallsatiatemyardentcuriositywiththesightof
bir
apartoftheworldhiç
neverbeforevisited,andmaytreadbir
alandneverbeforeimprintedbytheayak
footofman.Thesearemyenticements,
ve
andtheyaresufficienttoconquertüm
allfearofdangerordeathve
andtoinducemetocommencethislaboriousvoyagewiththejoyaçocuğun
childfeelswhenheembarksinaküçük
littleboat,withhisholidaymates,onanexpeditionofdiscoveryuphisnativenehir
river.Butsupposingalltheseconjecturestobe
yanlış
false,youcannotcontesttheinestimablebenefitwhichIshallconferontüm
allmankind,tothelastgeneration,bydiscoveringbir
apassagenearthepoletothosecountries,toulaşmak
reachwhichatpresentsoçok
manymonthsarerequisite;orbyascertainingthesecretofthemagnet,
ki
which,ifatallpossible,cansadece
onlybeeffectedbyanundertakingsuchasbenim
mine.ThesereflectionshavedispelledtheagitationwithwhichIbeganmyletter,
ve
andIfeelmyheartglowwithanenthusiasmwhichelevatesmetoheaven,forhiçbir şey
nothingcontributessomuchtotranquillisethezihni
mindasasteadypurpose—apointonwhichtheruhun
soulmayfixitsintellectualeye.Bu
Thisexpeditionhasbeenthefavouritedreamofmyearlyyears.Ihave
okudum
readwithardourtheaccountsoftheçeşitli
variousvoyageswhichhavebeenmadeintheprospectofarrivingattheKuzey
NorthPacificOceanthroughtheseaswhichçevreleyen
surroundthepole.Youmayrememberthat
bir
ahistoryofallthevoyagesmadeforpurposesofkeşif
discoverycomposedthewholeofouriyi
goodUncleThomas’library.Myeducationwasneglected,yetIwaspassionatelyfondof
okuma
reading.Thesevolumesweremystudyday
ve
andnight,andmyfamiliaritywiththemarttırdı
increasedthatregretwhichIhadfelt,asachild,onlearningthatmyfather’sdyinginjunctionhadforbiddenmyuncletoallowmetoembarkinaseafaringlife.ThesevisionsfadedwhenIperused,forthe
ilk
firsttime,thosepoetswhoseeffusionsentrancedmysoulve
andliftedittoheaven.I
de
alsobecameapoetandforoneyıl
yearlivedinaparadiseofmykendi
owncreation;IimaginedthatIalsomightobtain
bir
anicheinthetemplewherethenamesofHomerve
andShakespeareareconsecrated.Youare
iyi
wellacquaintedwithmyfailureve
andhowheavilyIborethedisappointment.Ama
ButjustatthattimeIinheritedthefortuneofmycousin,ve
andmythoughtswereturnedintothechanneloftheirönceki
earlierbent.Sixyearshave
geçti
passedsinceIresolvedonmymevcut
presentundertaking.Ican,even
şimdi
now,rememberthehourfromwhichIdedicatedmyselftobu
thisgreatenterprise.Icommencedbyinuringmybodytohardship.
Iaccompaniedthewhale-fisherson
birkaç
severalexpeditionstotheNorthSea;I
gönüllü
voluntarilyenduredcold,famine,thirst,ve
andwantofsleep;I
genellikle
oftenworkedharderthanthecommonsailorsduringthedayve
anddevotedmynightstothestudyofmathematics,thetheoryoftıp
medicine,andthosebranchesofphysicalsciencefromwhichbir
anavaladventurermightderivethegreatestpratik
practicaladvantage.TwiceIactually
işe
hiredmyselfasanunder-mateinaGreenlandwhaler,ve
andacquittedmyselftoadmiration.ImustownIfeltalittle
gurur
proudwhenmycaptainofferedmetheikinci
seconddignityinthevesselve
andentreatedmetoremainwiththegreatestearnestness,sodeğerli
valuabledidheconsidermyservices.Ve
Andnow,dearMargaret,doInothak
deservetoaccomplishsomegreatpurpose?Mylifemighthavebeenpassedinease
ve
andluxury,butIpreferredglorytoher
everyenticementthatwealthplacedinmypath.Oh,thatsomeencouraging
ses
voicewouldanswerintheolumlu
affirmative!Mycourageandmyresolutionisfirm;
ama
butmyhopesfluctuate,andmyspiritsareoftendepressed.Iamabouttoproceedon
bir
alonganddifficultvoyage,theemergenciesofwhichwilldemandtüm
allmyfortitude:Iamrequirednot
sadece
onlytoraisethespiritsofothers,butbazen
sometimestosustainmyown,whentheirsarefailing.Bu
ThisisthemostfavourableperiodfortravellinginRussia.They
uçarlar
flyquicklyoverthesnowintheirsledges;the
hareket
motionispleasant,and,inmyopinion,çok
farmoreagreeablethanthatofanEnglishstagecoach.The
soğuk
coldisnotexcessive,ifyouarewrappedinfurs—adresswhichIhavezaten
alreadyadopted,forthereisbir
agreatdifferencebetweenwalkingthedeckve
andremainingseatedmotionlessforhours,whenhiçbir
noexercisepreventsthebloodfromgerçekten
actuallyfreezinginyourveins.Ihave
yok
noambitiontolosemylifeonthepost-roadbetweenSt.Petersburghve
andArchangel.Ishalldepartforthe
ikinci
lattertowninafortnightya da
orthreeweeks;andmyintentionisto
işe
hireashipthere,whichcankolayca
easilybedonebypayingtheinsurancefortheowner,ve
andtoengageasmanysailorsasIthinkgerekli
necessaryamongthosewhoarealışık
accustomedtothewhale-fishing.Idonotintendto
yelken
sailuntilthemonthofHaziran
June;andwhenshallI
döneceğim
return?Ah,dearsister,howcanI
cevap
answerthisquestion?IfI
başarılı
succeed,many,manymonths,perhapsyears,olursam
willpassbeforeyouandImaymeet.IfI
başarısız
fail,youwillseemeagainyakında
soon,ornever.Farewell,my
canım
dear,excellentMargaret.Heavenshowerdown
bereket
blessingsonyou,andsavebeni
me,thatImayagainve
andagaintestifymygratitudefortüm
allyourloveandkindness.Mektup
Letter2ToMrs.Saville,England.
Archangel,28th
Mart
March,17—.Howslowlythe
zaman
timepasseshere,encompassedasIambyfrostve
andsnow!Yetasecond
adım
stepistakentowardsmyenterprise.Ihavehired
bir
avesselandamoccupiedincollectingmysailors;thosewhomIhave
zaten
alreadyengagedappeartobemenonwhomIcandependve
andarecertainlypossessedofdauntlesscourage.Ama
ButIhaveonewantwhichIvar
haveneveryetbeenabletosatisfy,ve
andtheabsenceoftheobjectofwhichIşimdi
nowfeelasamostşiddetli
severeevil,Ihavenofriend,Margaret:whenIamglowingwiththeenthusiasmofsuccess,there
olmayacak
willbenonetoparticipatemyjoy;eğer
ifIamassailedbydisappointment,noonewillendeavourtosustainmeindejection.Ishallcommitmythoughtstopaper,itis
doğru
true;butthatisapoormediumforthecommunicationoffeeling.
Idesirethecompanyof
bir
amanwhocouldsympathisewithbana
me,whoseeyeswouldreplytomine.Youmaydeemme
romantik
romantic,mydearsister,butIacı
bitterlyfeelthewantofbir
afriend.Ihavenoonenearme,
nazik
gentleyetcourageous,possessedofacultivatedaswellasofacapaciousmind,whosetastesarelikemyown,toapproveya da
oramendmyplans.Howwould
böyle
suchafriendrepairthefaultsofyourzavallı
poorbrother!Iamtooardentinexecution
ve
andtooimpatientofdifficulties.Ama
Butitisastillbüyük
greatereviltomethatIamself-educated:forthe
ilk
firstfourteenyearsofmylifeIranwildonbir
acommonandreadnothingbutourAmca
UncleThomas’booksofvoyages.At
o
thatageIbecameacquaintedwiththecelebratedpoetsofourkendi
owncountry;butitwas
sadece
onlywhenithadceasedtobeinmypowertoderiveitsen
mostimportantbenefitsfromsuchbir
aconvictionthatIperceivedthenecessityofbecomingacquaintedwithmorelanguagesthanthatofmynativecountry.Şimdi
NowIamtwenty-eightandaminrealitymoreilliteratethanbirçok
manyschoolboysoffifteen.ItistruethatIhavethoughtmore
ve
andthatmydaydreamsaremoreextendedve
andmagnificent,buttheywant(asthepainterscallit)keeping;ve
andIgreatlyneedafriendwhowouldvar
havesenseenoughnottodespisemeasromantik
romantic,andaffectionenoughformetoendeavourtoregulatemymind.Well,theseare
işe yaramaz
uselesscomplaints;Ishallcertainly
bulamayacağım
findnofriendonthegeniş
wideocean,norevenhereinArchangel,arasında
amongmerchantsandseamen.Yet
bazı
somefeelings,unalliedtothedrossofinsan
humannature,beateveninbu
theseruggedbosoms.Mylieutenant,forinstance,is
bir
amanofwonderfulcourageve
andenterprise;heismadlydesirousofglory,
ya da
orrather,towordmyifade
phrasemorecharacteristically,ofadvancementinhisprofession.Heis
bir
anEnglishman,andinthemidstofulusal
nationalandprofessionalprejudices,unsoftenedbycultivation,koruyor
retainssomeofthenoblestendowmentsofhumanity.I
ilk
firstbecameacquaintedwithhimonboardbir
awhalevessel;findingthathewas
işsiz
unemployedinthiscity,Ikolayca
easilyengagedhimtoassistinmyenterprise.Themasterisapersonofan
mükemmel
excellentdispositionandisremarkableintheshipforhisgentlenessve
andthemildnessofhisdiscipline.Bu
Thiscircumstance,addedtohiswell-knownintegrityve
anddauntlesscourage,mademeçok
verydesiroustoengagehim.A
gençlik
youthpassedinsolitude,mybestyearsspentaltında
underyourgentleandfemininefosterage,hassorefinedthegroundworkofmycharactero
thatIcannotovercomeanyoğun
intensedistastetotheusualbrutalityexercisedonboardship:Ihave
hiç
neverbelievedittobegerekli
necessary,andwhenIheardofbir
amarinerequallynotedforhiskindlinessofheartve
andtherespectandobediencepaidtohimbyhiscrew,Ifeltmyselfpeculiarlyşanslı
fortunateinbeingabletosecurehisservices.I
duydum
heardofhimfirstinratherbir
aromanticmanner,fromaladywhoowestohimthehappinessofherlife.Bu
This,briefly,ishisstory.Someyears
önce
agohelovedayoungRussianladyofmoderatefortune,ve
andhavingamassedaconsiderablesuminprize-money,thebabası
fatherofthegirlconsentedtothematch.He
gördü
sawhismistressoncebeforethedestinedceremony;ama
butshewasbathedintears,ve
andthrowingherselfathisfeet,entreatedhimtospareher,confessingattheaynı
sametimethatshelovedbaşka
another,butthathewasfakir
poor,andthatherfatheretti
wouldneverconsenttotheunion.My
cömert
generousfriendreassuredthesuppliant,ve
andonbeinginformedoftheadını
nameofherlover,instantlyabandonedhispursuit.Hehad
zaten
alreadyboughtafarmwithhismoney,onwhichhehaddesignedtopasstheremainderofhislife;ama
buthebestowedthewholeonhisrival,birlikte
togetherwiththeremainsofhisprize-moneytosatın
purchasestock,andthenhimselfsolicitedthegenç
youngwoman’sfathertoconsenttohermarriagewithherlover.Ama
Buttheoldmandecidedlyrefused,thinkinghimselfbağlı
boundinhonourtomyfriend,who,whenhefoundthefatherinexorable,quittedhiscountry,nordönmedi
returneduntilheheardthathisformermistresswasmarriedgöre
accordingtoherinclinations.“What
bir
anoblefellow!”youwillexclaim.
Heisso;
ama
butthenheiswhollyuneducated:heisas
sessiz
silentasaTurk,andbir
akindofignorantcarelessnesskatılır
attendshim,which,whileitrendershisconductthedaha
moreastonishing,detractsfromtheinterestve
andsympathywhichotherwisehewouldcommand.Yetdonotsuppose,becauseI
şikayet
complainalittleorbecauseIcanconceivebir
aconsolationformytoilswhichImayasla
neverknow,thatIamwaveringinmyresolutions.Thoseareasfixedas
kader
fate,andmyvoyageissadece
onlynowdelayeduntilthehava
weathershallpermitmyembarkation.The
kış
winterhasbeendreadfullysevere,ama
butthespringpromiseswell,ve
anditisconsideredasbir
aremarkablyearlyseason,sothatbelki
perhapsImaysailsoonerdaha
thanIexpected.Ishall
yapmayacağım
donothingrashly:youknowmesufficientlytoconfideinmyprudence
ve
andconsideratenesswheneverthesafetyofothersiscommittedtomycare.Icannotdescribetoyoumysensationsonthenearprospectofmyundertaking.
Itisimpossibletocommunicatetoyou
bir
aconceptionofthetremblingsensation,yarı
halfpleasurableandhalffearful,withwhichIampreparingtodepart.Iam
gidiyorum
goingtounexploredregions,to“thelandofsis
mistandsnow,”butIshallöldürmeyeceğim
killnoalbatross;thereforedonotbealarmedformysafety
ya da
orifIshouldcomegeri
backtoyouaswornve
andwoefulasthe“AncientMariner.”Youwillsmileatmyallusion,
ama
butIwilldiscloseasırrı
secret.Ihaveoftenattributedmyattachmentto,my
tutkulu
passionateenthusiasmfor,thedangerousmysteriesofoceantothatproductionoftheen
mostimaginativeofmodernpoets.Var
ThereissomethingatworkinmysoulwhichIdonotunderstand.Iam
pratik
practicallyindustrious—painstaking,aworkmantoexecutewithperseveranceve
andlabour—butbesidesthisthereisbir
aloveforthemarvellous,bir
abeliefinthemarvellous,intertwinedintüm
allmyprojects,whichhurriesmeoutoftheortak
commonpathwaysofmen,eventothevahşi
wildseaandunvisitedregionsIamabouttokeşfetmek
explore.Buttoreturntodearerconsiderations.
ShallI
buluşacak
meetyouagain,afterhavingtraversedbüyük
immenseseas,andreturnedbytheen
mostsoutherncapeofAfricaya da
orAmerica?Idarenot
beklemeye
expectsuchsuccess,yetIcannotbeartobakmaya
lookonthereverseofthepicture.Devam
Continueforthepresenttoyazmaya
writetomebyeveryopportunity:Imayreceiveyourletterson
bazı
someoccasionswhenIneedthemen
mosttosupportmyspirits.I
seviyorum
loveyouverytenderly.Remembermewithaffection,shouldyou
hiç
neverhearfrommeagain.Mektup
Letter3ToMrs.Saville,England.
Temmuz
July7th,17—.MydearSister,.
I
yazıyorum
writeafewlinesinhastetosaythatIamsafe—andwelladvancedonmyvoyage.Bu
ThisletterwillreachEnglandbybir
amerchantmannowonitshomewardvoyagefromArchangel;more
şanslı
fortunatethanI,whomaynotseemynativeland,belki
perhaps,formanyyears.Iam,
bununla birlikte
however,ingoodspirits:mymenare
cesur
boldandapparentlyfirmofpurpose,nordothefloatingsheetsofbuz
icethatcontinuallypassus,indicatingthedangersoftheregiontowardswhichweareadvancing,görünmüyor
appeartodismaythem.Wehave
zaten
alreadyreachedaveryhighlatitude;ama
butitistheheightofsummer,ve
andalthoughnotsowarmasinEngland,thegüney
southerngales,whichblowusspeedilydoğru
towardsthoseshoreswhichIsoardentlydesiretoulaşmak
attain,breatheadegreeofyenileme
renovatingwarmthwhichIhadnotexpected.Noincidentshavehithertobefallenusthatwouldmake
bir
afigureinaletter.One
ya da
ortwostiffgalesandthespringingofaleakareaccidentswhichdeneyimli
experiencednavigatorsscarcelyremembertorecord,ve
andIshallbewellcontentifnothingkötü
worsehappentousduringourvoyage.Adieu,my
sevgili
dearMargaret.Beassuredthatformy
kendi
ownsake,aswellassenin
yours,Iwillnotrashlyencounterdanger.I
olacağım
willbecool,persevering,andihtiyatlı
prudent.Butsuccessshallcrownmyendeavours.
Whereforenot?
ThusfarIhave
gittim
gone,tracingasecurewayüzerinde
overthepathlessseas,theverystarsthemselvesbeingwitnessesve
andtestimoniesofmytriumph.Neden
Whynotstillproceedovertheuntamedyetobedientelement?Whatcanstopthe
kararlı
determinedheartandresolvedwillofman?Myswellingheartinvoluntarily
döküyor
poursitselfoutthus.ButI
gerek
mustfinish.Heavenblessmy
sevgili
belovedsister!Letter4
ToMrs.Saville,England.
Ağustos
August5th,17—.Sostrange
bir
anaccidenthashappenedtousthatIcannotforbearrecordingit,althoughitisçok
veryprobablethatyouwillseemeönce
beforethesepaperscancomeintoyourpossession.Geçen
LastMonday(July31st)wewereneredeyse
nearlysurroundedbyice,whichkapattı
closedintheshiponallsides,scarcelybıraktı
leavingherthesea-roominwhichshefloated.Oursituationwassomewhatdangerous,
özellikle
especiallyaswewerecompassedroundbybir
averythickfog.Weaccordinglylayto,hopingthatsome
değişiklik
changewouldtakeplaceintheatmosphereve
andweather.Abouttwoo’clockthe
sis
mistclearedaway,andwebeheld,stretchedoutinher
everydirection,vastandirregularplainsofbuz
ice,whichseemedtohavenoend.Bazıları
Someofmycomradesgroaned,ve
andmyownmindbegantogrowwatchfulwithendişeli
anxiousthoughts,whenastrangemanzara
sightsuddenlyattractedourattentionve
anddivertedoursolicitudefromourkendi
ownsituation.Weperceiveda
alçak
lowcarriage,fixedonasledgeve
anddrawnbydogs,passondoğru
towardsthenorth,atthedistanceofyarım
halfamile;abeingwhichhadtheshapeof
bir
aman,butapparentlyofgiganticboylu
stature,satinthesledgeve
andguidedthedogs.We
izledik
watchedtherapidprogressofthetravellerwithourtelescopeskadar
untilhewaslostamongtheuzak
distantinequalitiesoftheice.Bu
Thisappearanceexcitedourunqualifiedwonder.Wewere,aswebelieved,many
yüzlerce
hundredmilesfromanyland;ama
butthisapparitionseemedtodenotethatitwasnot,inreality,souzak
distantaswehadsupposed.Shutin,
bununla birlikte
however,byice,itwasimpossibletotakip
followhistrack,whichwehadobservedwiththegreatestattention.Yaklaşık
Abouttwohoursafterthisoccurrenceweduyduk
heardthegroundsea,andönce
beforenighttheicebrokeve
andfreedourship.We,
bununla birlikte
however,laytountilthemorning,fearingtoencounterinthedarko
thoselargeloosemasseswhichfloataboutsonra
afterthebreakingupofthebuz
ice.Iprofitedofthis
saat
timetorestforabirkaç
fewhours.Inthemorning,however,assoonasitwas
ışık
light,Iwentupondeckve
andfoundallthesailorsmeşgul
busyononesideofthevessel,görünüşe göre
apparentlytalkingtosomeoneinthesea.Itwas,in
aslında
fact,asledge,likethatwehadseenönce
before,whichhaddriftedtowardsusinthegece
nightonalargefragmentofbuz
ice.Onlyonedogremained
hayatta
alive;buttherewasa
insan
humanbeingwithinitwhomthesailorswerepersuadingtogirmeye
enterthevessel.Hewasnot,asthe
diğer
othertravellerseemedtobe,bir
asavageinhabitantofsomeundiscoveredisland,butbir
aEuropean.WhenIappearedondeckthemaster
dedi
said,“Hereisourcaptain,ve
andhewillnotallowyoutoperishontheaçık
opensea.”Onperceivingme,thestrangeraddressedmeinEnglish,
olsa da
althoughwithaforeignaccent.“BeforeIcomeonboardyourvessel,”
dedi
saidhe,“willyouhavethekindnesstoinformmewhitheryouarebound?”Youmayconceivemyastonishmentonhearing
böyle
suchaquestionaddressedtomefrombir
amanonthebrinkofdestructionandtowhomIshouldhavesupposedthatmyvesselolmalıydım
wouldhavebeenaresourceolan
whichhewouldnothaveexchangedfortheen
mostpreciouswealththeearthcanafford.Ireplied,
bununla birlikte
however,thatwewereonbir
avoyageofdiscoverytowardsthekuzey
northernpole.Uponhearingthishe
görünüyordu
appearedsatisfiedandconsentedtocomeonboard.GoodGod!
Margaret,
eğer
ifyouhadseenthemanwhothuscapitulatedforhissafety,yoursurpriseolsaydın
wouldhavebeenboundless.Hislimbswere
neredeyse
nearlyfrozen,andhisbodydreadfullyemaciatedbyyorgunluk
fatigueandsuffering.Inever
görmedim
sawamaninsosefil
wretchedacondition.Weattemptedto
taşımaya
carryhimintothecabin,ama
butassoonashehadquittedthetemiz
freshairhefainted.We
buna göre
accordinglybroughthimbacktothedeckve
andrestoredhimtoanimationbyrubbinghimwithbrandyve
andforcinghimtoswallowbir
asmallquantity.Assoonasheshowedsignsof
yaşam
lifewewrappedhimupinblanketsve
andplacedhimnearthechimneyofthemutfak
kitchenstove.Byslowdegreeshe
iyileşti
recoveredandatealittleçorba
soup,whichrestoredhimwonderfully.Iki
Twodayspassedinthismannerönce
beforehewasabletospeak,ve
andIoftenfearedthathissufferingshaddeprivedhimofunderstanding.Whenhehadinsomemeasurerecovered,Iremovedhimtomy
kendi
owncabinandattendedonhimaskadar
muchasmydutywouldizin
permit.Ineversawa
daha
moreinterestingcreature:hiseyeshavegenerallyan
ifade
expressionofwildness,andevenmadness,ama
buttherearemomentswhen,ifanyoneyaparsa
performsanactofkindnesstowardshimya da
ordoeshimanytheen
mosttriflingservice,hiswholecountenanceislightedup,asitwere,withabeamofbenevolenceve
andsweetnessthatIneversawequalled.Ama
Butheisgenerallymelancholyve
anddespairing,andsometimeshegnasheshisteeth,asifimpatientoftheweightofwoesthatoppressesonu
him.WhenmyguestwasalittlerecoveredIhadgreattroubleto
tutmak
keepoffthemen,whowishedtosormak
askhimathousandquestions;