CHAPTERI.OURSOCIETY
Inthefirstplace,CranfordisinpossessionoftheAmazons;
alltheholdersofhousesabove
bir
acertainrentarewomen.Eğer
Ifamarriedcouplecometoyerleşirse
settleinthetown,somehowthebeyefendi
gentlemandisappears;heiseitherfairlyfrightenedtodeathbybeingtheonlymanintheCranford
akşam
eveningparties,orheisaccountedforbybeingwithhisregiment,hisship,orcloselyengagedinbusinesstüm
alltheweekinthebüyük
greatneighbouringcommercialtownofDrumble,distantonlytwentymilesonbir
arailroad.Inshort,whateverdoesbecomeofthegentlemen,theyarenotatCranford.
Whatcouldtheydoiftheywere
orada
there?Thesurgeonhashisroundofthirtymiles,
ve
andsleepsatCranford;but
her
everymancannotbeacerrah
surgeon.Forkeepingthetrimgardens
dolu
fullofchoiceflowerswithoutbir
aweedtospeckthem;forfrighteningaway
küçük
littleboyswholookwistfullyatthesaidflowersthroughtherailings;forrushingoutatthegeesethatoccasionallyventureintothegardens
eğer
ifthegatesareleftaçık
open;fordecidingallquestionsof
edebiyat
literatureandpoliticswithouttroublingthemselveswithgereksiz
unnecessaryreasonsorarguments;forobtaining
net
clearandcorrectknowledgeofeverybody’saffairsintheparish;forkeepingtheirneatmaid-servantsinadmirableorder;
forkindness(somewhatdictatorial)tothepoor,
ve
andrealtendergoodofficestoeachotherwhenevertheyareinsıkıntı
distress,theladiesofCranfordareoldukça
quitesufficient.“Aman,”asoneofthemobservedtome
bir keresinde
once,“issointhewayinthehouse!”AlthoughtheladiesofCranford
bilseler
knowalleachother’sproceedings,theyarederece
exceedinglyindifferenttoeachother’sopinions.Gerçekten
Indeed,aseachhasherkendi
ownindividuality,nottosayeccentricity,oldukça
prettystronglydeveloped,nothingissokolay
easyasverbalretaliation;but,somehow,good-willreignsamongthemto
bir
aconsiderabledegree.TheCranfordladieshave
sadece
onlyanoccasionallittlequarrel,spiritedoutinabirkaç
fewpepperywordsandangryjerksofthekafa
head;justenoughtopreventtheeventenoroftheirlivesfrombecoming
çok
tooflat.Theirdressis
çok
veryindependentoffashion;astheyobserve,“WhatdoesitsignifyhowwedresshereatCranford,whereeverybodyknowsus?”
Ve
Andiftheygofromhome,theirreasonisaynı derecede
equallycogent,“Whatdoesitsignifynasıl
howwedresshere,wherenobodyknowsus?”Thematerialsoftheirclothesare,in
genel
general,goodandplain,andçoğu
mostofthemarenearlyasscrupulousasBayan
MissTyler,ofcleanlymemory;ama
butIwillanswerforit,theson
lastgigot,thelasttightve
andscantypetticoatinwearinEngland,wasseeninCranford—andseenwithoutasmile.Ican
tanıklık
testifytoamagnificentfamilykırmızı
redsilkumbrella,underwhichbir
agentlelittlespinster,lefttek başına
aloneofmanybrothersandsisters,usedtopattertochurchonyağmurlu
rainydays.Haveyouany
kırmızı
redsilkumbrellasinLondon?We
vardı
hadatraditionoftheilk
firstthathadeverbeenseeninCranford;ve
andthelittleboysmobbedit,ve
andcalledit“astickinpetticoats.”Itmighthavebeenthevery
kırmızı
redsilkoneIhavedescribed,heldbyagüçlü
strongfatheroveratroopofküçük
littleones;thepoorlittlelady—the
kurtulan
survivorofall—couldscarcelycarryit.Thentherewererules
ve
andregulationsforvisitingandcalls;andtheywereannouncedtoanyyoungpeoplewhomightbestayinginthetown,with
tüm
allthesolemnitywithwhichtheeski
oldManxlawswerereadkez
onceayearontheTinwaldDağı
Mount.“Ourfriendshavesentto
sormak
inquirehowyouareafteryourjourneygeceki
to-night,mydear”(fifteenmilesinagentleman’scarriage);“theywill
verecekler
giveyousomerestto-morrow,ama
butthenextday,Ihaveyok
nodoubt,theywillcall;sobeatlibertyaftertwelve—fromtwelvetothreeareour
arama
callinghours.”Then,aftertheyhadcalled—.
“Itisthe
üçüncü
thirdday;Idaresayyourmammahastoldyou,my
canım
dear,nevertoletmorethanüç
threedayselapsebetweenreceivingbir
acallandreturningit;and
ayrıca
also,thatyouarenevertokalmamalısınız
staylongerthanaquarterofanhour.”“ButamIto
bakmalıyım
lookatmywatch?HowamItofindoutwhena
çeyrek
quarterofanhourhaspassed?”“Youmust
devam
keepthinkingaboutthetime,mycanım
dear,andnotallowyourselftoforgetitinconversation.”Aseverybodyhad
bu
thisruleintheirminds,whethertheyalsın
receivedorpaidacall,ofcoursehiçbir
noabsorbingsubjectwaseverspokenabout.We
tuttuk
keptourselvestoshortsentencesofküçük
smalltalk,andwerepunctualtoourtime.I
hayal
imaginethatafewofthegentlefolksofCranfordwerefakir
poor,andhadsomedifficultyinmakingiki
bothendsmeet;buttheywereliketheSpartans,
ve
andconcealedtheirsmartunderbir
asmilingface.Wenoneofus
konuşmadık
spokeofmoney,becausethatkonu
subjectsavouredofcommerceandtrade,ve
andthoughsomemightbefakir
poor,wewereallaristocratic.TheCranfordianshadthat
nazik
kindlyespritdecorpswhichmadethemgörmezden
overlookalldeficienciesinsuccesswhenbazıları
someamongthemtriedtoconcealtheirpoverty.WhenMrsForrester,forinstance,gavea
parti
partyinherbaby-houseofadwelling,ve
andthelittlemaidendisturbedtheladiesonthesofabyarequestthatshemightaldı
getthetea-trayoutfromunderneath,herkes
everyonetookthisnovelproceedingastheen
mostnaturalthingintheworld,ve
andtalkedonabouthouseholdformsve
andceremoniesasifweallinanıyorduk
believedthatourhostesshadadüzenli
regularservants’hall,secondtable,withhizmetçi
housekeeperandsteward,insteadoftheoneküçük
littlecharity-schoolmaiden,whoseshortruddyarmscouldasla
neverhavebeenstrongenoughtotaşımak
carrythetrayupstairs,ifshehadnotbeenassistedinözel
privatebyhermistress,whonowsatinstate,pretendingnottoknowwhatcakesweresentup,thoughsheknew,ve
andweknew,andsheknewthatweknew,ve
andweknewthatsheknewthatweknew,shehadbeenbusyallthemorningmakingtea-breadve
andsponge-cakes.Therewereone
ya da
ortwoconsequencesarisingfrombu
thisgeneralbutunacknowledgedpoverty,ve
andthisverymuchacknowledgedgentility,whichwerenotamiss,ve
andwhichmightbeintroducedintomanycirclesofsocietytotheirbüyük
greatimprovement.Forinstance,theinhabitantsofCranford
tuttu
keptearlyhours,andclatteredeve
homeintheirpattens,undertheguidanceofbir
alantern-bearer,aboutnineo’clockatgece
night;andthewholetownwasabed
ve
andasleepbyhalf-pastten.Moreover,itwasconsidered“vulgar”
Bir
(atremendouswordinCranford)tovermek
giveanythingexpensive,inthewayofeatableya da
ordrinkable,attheeveningentertainments.Waferbread-and-butter
ve
andsponge-biscuitswereallthattheSaygıdeğer
HonourableMrsJamiesongave;andshewassister-in-lawtothelateEarlofGlenmire,althoughshedidpractise
böyle
such“eleganteconomy.”“Eleganteconomy!”
Ne kadar
HownaturallyonefallsbackintothephraseologyofCranford!Orada
There,economywasalways“elegant,”ve
andmoney-spendingalways“vulgarandostentatious”;bir
asortofsour-grapeismwhichmadeusçok
verypeacefulandsatisfied.I
asla
nevershallforgetthedismayfeltwhenacertainYüzbaşı
CaptainBrowncametoliveatCranford,ve
andopenlyspokeabouthisbeingpoor—notinawhispertoanintimatefriend,thedoorsve
andwindowsbeingpreviouslyclosed,ama
butinthepublicstreet!in
bir
aloudmilitaryvoice!alleginghispovertyas
bir
areasonfornottakingbir
aparticularhouse.TheladiesofCranfordwere
zaten
alreadyrathermoaningovertheinvasionoftheirterritoriesbybir
amanandagentleman.Hewas
bir
ahalf-paycaptain,andhadobtainedbazı
somesituationonaneighbouringrailroad,ki
whichhadbeenvehementlypetitionedagainstbytheküçük
littletown;andif,in
ek
additiontohismasculinegender,ve
andhisconnectionwiththeiğrenç
obnoxiousrailroad,hewassobrazenastotalkofbeingpoor—why,then,gerçekten
indeed,hemustbesenttoCoventry.Ölüm
Deathwasastrueandascommonasyoksulluk
poverty;yetpeopleneverspoke
konuda
aboutthat,loudoutinthestreets.Itwasa
sözcük
wordnottobementionedtoearskibar
polite.Wehadtacitlyagreedto
görmezden
ignorethatanywithwhomweassociatedontermsofvisitingequalitycouldeverbepreventedbyyoksulluk
povertyfromdoinganythingthattheywished.Ifwewalkedto
ya da
orfromaparty,itwasbecausethegece
nightwassofine,orthehava
airsorefreshing,notbecausesedan-chairswerepahalı
expensive.Ifweworeprints,
yerine
insteadofsummersilks,itwasbecausewepreferredawashingmaterial;ve
andsoon,tillweblindedourselvestothekaba
vulgarfactthatwewere,allofus,insanlar
peopleofverymoderatemeans.Ofcourse,then,wedidnot
bilmiyorduk
knowwhattomakeofbir
amanwhocouldspeakofpovertyasifitwasnotbir
adisgrace.Yet,somehow,CaptainBrownmadehimselfrespectedinCranford,
ve
andwascalledupon,inrağmen
spiteofallresolutionstothecontrary.Iwassurprisedtohearhisopinionsquotedas
otorite
authorityatavisitwhichIpaidtoCranfordyaklaşık
aboutayearafterhehadsettledinthetown.My
kendi
ownfriendshadbeenamongthebitterestopponentsofanyproposaltoziyaret
visittheCaptainandhisdaughters,sadece
onlytwelvemonthsbefore;and
şimdi
nowhewasevenadmittedinthetabooedhoursbeforetwelve.Doğru
True,itwastodiscoverthecauseofbir
asmokingchimney,beforetheateş
firewaslighted;butstill
Yüzbaşı
CaptainBrownwalkedupstairs,nothingdaunted,konuştu
spokeinavoicetoobüyük
largefortheroom,andjokedquiteinthewayofbir
atamemanabouttheev
house.Hehadbeenblindto
tüm
allthesmallslights,andomissionsofönemsiz
trivialceremonies,withwhichhehadbeenreceived.Hehadbeen
dostça
friendly,thoughtheCranfordladieshadbeenhavalı
cool;hehadansweredsmall
alaycı
sarcasticcomplimentsingoodfaith;ve
andwithhismanlyfranknesshadoverpoweredtüm
alltheshrinkingwhichmethimasbir
amanwhowasnotashamedtobefakir
poor.And,atlast,his
mükemmel
excellentmasculinecommonsense,andhisfacilityindevisingexpedientstoüstesinden
overcomedomesticdilemmas,hadgainedhimbir
anextraordinaryplaceasauthorityarasında
amongtheCranfordladies.Hehimselfwentoninhiscourse,as
farkında
unawareofhispopularityashehadbeenofthereverse;ve
andIamsurehewasstartledbir
onedaywhenhefoundhisadvicesohighlyesteemedastomakesomecounselwhichhehadgiveninjesttobetakeninsober,seriousearnest.Itwasonthissubject:
An
yaşlı
oldladyhadanAlderneyineği
cow,whichshelookeduponasakızı
daughter.Youcouldnotpaythe
kısa
shortquarterofanhourcallwithoutbeingtoldofthemuhteşem
wonderfulmilkorwonderfulintelligenceofbu
thisanimal.Thewholetown
biliyordu
knewandkindlyregardedMissBetsyBarker’sAlderney;bu yüzden
thereforegreatwasthesympathyve
andregretwhen,inanunguardedanda
moment,thepoorcowtumbledintoalime-pit.Shemoanedso
yüksek sesle
loudlythatshewassoonheardve
andrescued;butmeanwhilethepoor
hayvan
beasthadlostmostofherhair,ve
andcameoutlookingnaked,soğuk
cold,andmiserable,inabareskin.Herkes
Everybodypitiedtheanimal,thoughabirkaç
fewcouldnotrestraintheirsmilesatherdrollappearance.Bayan
MissBetsyBarkerabsolutelycriedwithüzüntü
sorrowanddismay;anditwassaidshethoughtoftrying
bir
abathofoil.This
ilaç
remedy,perhaps,wasrecommendedbysomebiri
oneofthenumberwhoseadvicesheasked;ama
buttheproposal,ifeveritwasmade,wasknockedontheheadbyYüzbaşı
CaptainBrown’sdecided“Getheraflannelwaistcoatve
andflanneldrawers,ma’am,ifyouistiyorsan
wishtokeepheralive.Ama
Butmyadviceis,killthezavallı
poorcreatureatonce.”MissBetsyBarkerdriedhereyes,
ve
andthankedtheCaptainheartily;shesetto
çalışmaya
work,andby-and-byallthekasaba
townturnedouttoseetheAlderneymeeklygoingtoherpasture,cladinkoyu
darkgreyflannel.Ihave
izledim
watchedhermyselfmanyatime.Doyouever
gördün
seecowsdressedingreyflannelinLondon?Yüzbaşı
CaptainBrownhadtakenaküçük
smallhouseontheoutskirtsofthetown,wherehelivedwithhisiki
twodaughters.Hemusthavebeenupwardsofsixtyatthetimeofthe
ilk
firstvisitIpaidtoCranfordsonra
afterIhadleftitasaresidence.Ama
Buthehadawiry,well-trained,esnek
elasticfigure,astiffmilitarythrow-backofhishead,ve
andaspringingstep,whichmadehimappearmuchgenç
youngerthanhewas.His
en büyük
eldestdaughterlookedalmostasyaşlı
oldashimself,andbetrayedthefactthathisrealwasmorethanhisapparentage.Bayan
MissBrownmusthavebeenforty;she
vardı
hadasickly,pained,carewornifade
expressiononherface,andlookedasifthegaietyofyouthvardı
hadlongfadedoutofsight.Bile
Evenwhenyoungshemusthavebeensade
plainandhard-featured.MissJessieBrownwas
on
tenyearsyoungerthanhersister,ve
andtwentyshadesprettier.Her
yüzü
facewasroundanddimpled.Bayan
MissJenkynsoncesaid,inbir
apassionagainstCaptainBrown(thecauseofwhichIwilltellyoupresently),“thatshethoughtitwaszaman
timeforMissJessietoleaveoffherdimples,ve
andnotalwaystobetryingtolookgibi
likeachild.”Itwastruetherewas
şey
somethingchildlikeinherface;ve
andtherewillbe,Ithink,tillshedies,thoughsheshouldyaşasa
livetoahundred.Hereyeswere
büyük
largebluewonderingeyes,lookingstraightatyou;hernosewasunformed
ve
andsnub,andherlipswerekırmızı
redanddewy;sheworeherhair,
da
too,inlittlerowsofcurls,whichheightenedbu
thisappearance.Idonot
bilmiyorum
knowwhethershewasprettyornot;ama
butIlikedherface,ve
andsodideverybody,andIdonotsanmıyorum
thinkshecouldhelpherdimples.She
vardı
hadsomethingofherfather’sjauntinessofgaitve
andmanner;andanyfemale
gözlemci
observermightdetectaslightfark
differenceintheattireoftheiki
twosisters—thatofMissJessiebeingyaklaşık
abouttwopoundsperannummorepahalı
expensivethanMissBrown’s.Twopoundswas
bir
alargesuminCaptainBrown’syıllık
annualdisbursements.Suchwasthe
izlenim
impressionmadeuponmebytheBrownfamilywhenIilk
firstsawthemalltogetherinCranfordChurch.TheCaptainIhad
tanışmıştım
metbefore—ontheoccasionofthesmokybaca
chimney,whichhehadcuredbysomebasit
simplealterationintheflue.Inchurch,he
tuttu
heldhisdoubleeye-glasstohiseyessırasında
duringtheMorningHymn,andthenlifteduphisheaddik
erectandsangoutloudve
andjoyfully.Hemadetheresponseslouder
daha
thantheclerk—anoldmanwithbir
apipingfeeblevoice,who,Ithink,feltaggrievedattheCaptain’ssonorousbass,ve
andquiveredhigherandhigherinconsequence.Oncomingoutofchurch,thebrisk
Yüzbaşı
Captainpaidthemostgallantilgi
attentiontohistwodaughters.Henodded
ve
andsmiledtohisacquaintances;ama
butheshookhandswithnoneuntilhehadhelpedMissBrowntounfurlherumbrella,hadrelievedherofherprayer-book,ve
andhadwaitedpatientlytillshe,withtremblingnervoushands,hadtakenuphergowntoyürümek
walkthroughthewetroads.I
merak
wonderwhattheCranfordladiesdidwithYüzbaşı
CaptainBrownattheirparties.Wehadoften
sevinmiştik
rejoiced,informerdays,thattherewasnobeyefendi
gentlemantobeattendedto,ve
andtofindconversationfor,atthecard-parties.Wehadcongratulatedourselvesuponthesnugnessoftheevenings;
ve
and,inourloveforgentility,ve
anddistasteofmankind,wehadneredeyse
almostpersuadedourselvesthattobebir
amanwastobe“vulgar”;sothatwhenIfoundmyfriend
ve
andhostess,MissJenkyns,wasgoingtohavebir
apartyinmyhonour,ve
andthatCaptainandtheBayan
MissBrownswereinvited,Iwonderedçok
muchwhatwouldbethecourseoftheevening.Card-tables,with
yeşil
greenbaizetops,weresetoutbygündüz
daylight,justasusual;itwasthe
üçüncü
thirdweekinNovember,sotheeveningsclosedinyaklaşık
aboutfour.Candles,andcleanpacksofcards,werearrangedon
her
eachtable.Thefirewasmadeup;
the
temiz
neatmaid-servanthadreceivedherson
lastdirections;andtherewe
durduk
stood,dressedinourbest,her
eachwithacandle-lighterinourhands,readytodartatthecandlesassoonastheilk
firstknockcame.PartiesinCranfordwere
ciddi
solemnfestivities,makingtheladiesfeelgravelyelatedastheysatbirlikte
togetherintheirbestdresses.Assoonas
üçü
threehadarrived,wesatdownto“Preference,”Ibeingtheşanssız
unluckyfourth.Thenextfourcomerswereputdown
hemen
immediatelytoanothertable;andpresentlythetea-trays,whichIhad
görmüştü
seensetoutinthestore-roomasIpassedinthesabah
morning,wereplacedeachontheortasında
middleofacard-table.Thechinawas
hassas
delicateegg-shell;theold-fashionedsilverglitteredwithpolishing;
ama
buttheeatableswereoftheslightestaçıklama
description.Whilethetrayswereyetonthetables,
Kaptan
CaptainandtheMissBrownscamein;ve
andIcouldseethat,somehowya da
orother,theCaptainwasbir
afavouritewithalltheladiespresent.Ruffledbrowsweresmoothed,
keskin
sharpvoicesloweredathisapproach.Bayan
MissBrownlookedill,anddepressedneredeyse
almosttogloom.MissJessie
gülümsedi
smiledasusual,andseemednearlyaspopüler
popularasherfather.He
hemen
immediatelyandquietlyassumedtheman’splaceintheroom;attendedtoeveryone’swants,lessenedthe
güzel
prettymaid-servant’slabourbywaitingonboş
emptycupsandbread-and-butterlessladies;ve
andyetdiditallinsokolay
easyanddignifiedamanner,ve
andsomuchasifitwerebir
amatterofcourseforthestrongtoattendtotheweak,thathewasbir
atruemanthroughout.Heplayedforthreepennypoints
ile
withasgraveaninterestasiftheyhadbeenpounds;ve
andyet,inallhisattentiontostrangers,hehadangöz
eyeonhissufferingdaughter—foracı
sufferingIwassureshewas,yine de
thoughtomanyeyesshemightsadece
onlyappeartobeirritable.Bayan
MissJessiecouldnotplaycards:ama
butshetalkedtothesitters-out,who,önce
beforehercoming,hadbeenratherinclinedtobeçapraz
cross.Shesang,too,toan
eski
oldcrackedpiano,whichIthinkhadbeenaspinetinitsyouth.Bayan
MissJessiesang,“JockofHazeldean”alittleoutoftune;ama
butwewerenoneofusmüzikal
musical,thoughMissJenkynsbeattime,outoftime,bywayofappearingtobeso.Itwas
çok
verygoodofMissJenkynstodothis;forIhad
görmüştüm
seenthat,alittlebefore,shehadbeenagooddealannoyedbyBayan
MissJessieBrown’sunguardedadmission(àproposofShetlandyünü
wool)thatshehadanamcası
uncle,hermother’sbrother,whowasashopkeeperinEdinburgh.Bayan
MissJenkynstriedtodrownbu
thisconfessionbyaterriblecough—fortheSaygıdeğer
HonourableMrsJamiesonwassittingatbir
acard-tablenearestMissJessie,ve
andwhatwouldshesayya da
orthinkifshefoundoutshewasintheaynı
sameroomwithashop-keeper’sniece!Ama
ButMissJessieBrown(whohadnotact,asweallagreedthenextsabah
morning)wouldrepeattheinformation,ve
andassureMissPoleshecouldkolayca
easilygethertheidenticalShetlandwoolrequired,“throughmyamcam
uncle,whohasthebestassortmentofShetlandmalları
goodsofanyoneinEdinbro’.”Itwastotakethetasteofthisoutofourmouths,
ve
andthesoundofthisoutofourears,thatBayan
MissJenkynsproposedmusic;soI
söylüyorum
sayagain,itwasverygoodofhertobeattimetothesong.Whenthetraysre-appearedwithbiscuits
ve
andwine,punctuallyataçeyrek
quartertonine,therewaskonuşma
conversation,comparingofcards,andtalkingovertricks;ama
butby-and-byCaptainBrownsportedabitofliterature.“Haveyou
gördün
seenanynumbersof‘ThePickwickPapers’?”dedi
saidhe.(Theywerethenpublishinginparts.)
“Capitalthing!”
Şimdi
NowMissJenkynswasdaughterofbir
adeceasedrectorofCranford;ve
and,onthestrengthofbir
anumberofmanuscriptsermons,ve
andaprettygoodlibraryofilahiyat
divinity,consideredherselfliterary,andlookeduponherhangi
anyconversationaboutbooksasbir
achallengetoher.Soshe
yanıtladı
answeredandsaid,“Yes,shehadgörmüştü
seenthem;indeed,shemightsayshehadreadthem.”
“Andwhatdoyouthinkofthem?”
exclaimed
Kaptan
CaptainBrown.“Aren’ttheyfamouslygood?”
Sourged
Bayan
MissJenkynscouldnotbutspeak.“Imust
söylemeliyim
say,Idon’tthinktheyarebyanymeanseşit
equaltoDrJohnson.Still,
belki
perhaps,theauthorisyoung.Izin
Lethimpersevere,andwhobilir
knowswhathemaybecomeeğer
ifhewilltakethebüyük
greatDoctorforhismodel?”Bu
ThiswasevidentlytoomuchforKaptan
CaptainBrowntotakeplacidly;andI
gördüm
sawthewordsonthetipofhistongueönce
beforeMissJenkynshadfinishedhersentence.“Itis
oldukça
quiteadifferentsortofşey
thing,mydearmadam,”hebaşladı
began.“Iamquiteawareofthat,”
döndü
returnedshe.“AndImakeallowances,
Yüzbaşı
CaptainBrown.”“Justallowmetoreadyou
bir
asceneoutofthismonth’snumber,”yalvardı
pleadedhe.“Ihaditonlythis
sabah
morning,andIdon’tthinkthecompanycanhavereadityet.”“Asyouplease,”
dedi
saidshe,settlingherselfwithbir
anairofresignation.He
okudu
readtheaccountofthe“swarry”whichSamWellergaveatBath.Someofus
güldük
laughedheartily.Ididnot
cesaret
dare,becauseIwasstayinginthehouse.