I
Inmyyounger
in
andmorevulnerableyearsmyoče
fathergavemesomeadviceki
thatI’vebeenturningoverinmymindeversince.“Wheneveryoufeel
kot
likecriticizinganyone,”hetoldmi
me,“justrememberthatallthepeopleintem
thisworldhaven’thadtheadvantagesthatyou’vehad.”Hedidn’t
rekel
sayanymore,butwe’vevedno
alwaysbeenunusuallycommunicativeinareservednačin
way,andIunderstoodthathemeantaveliko
greatdealmorethanthat.Inconsequence,I’minclinedtoreserve
vse
alljudgements,ahabitthathasopenedupmanycuriousnaturestomein
andalsomademethežrtev
victimofnotafewveteranbores.Theabnormal
um
mindisquicktodetectin
andattachitselftothisqualityko
whenitappearsinanormalosebi
person,andsoitcameaboutthatincollegeIwasunjustlyaccusedofbeingapolitik
politician,becauseIwasprivytothesecretgriefsofwild,unknownmen.Večina
Mostoftheconfidenceswereunsought—frequentlyIhavefeignedsleep,preoccupation,ali
orahostilelevitywhenIrealizedbysomeunmistakablesignda
thatanintimaterevelationwasquiveringontheobzorju
horizon;fortheintimaterevelationsofyoungmen,
ali
oratleastthetermsinwhichtheyexpressthem,areponavadi
usuallyplagiaristicandmarredbyobvioussuppressions.Reservingjudgementsisamatterofinfinite
upanja
hope.Iamstilla
malo
littleafraidofmissingsomethingče
ifIforgetthat,asmyoče
fathersnobbishlysuggested,andIsnobbishlyrepeat,aobčutek
senseofthefundamentaldecenciesisparcelledoutunequallyatbirth.In
And,afterboastingthiswayofmytolerance,Iprišel
cometotheadmissionthatithasamejo
limit.Conductmaybefoundedonthe
trdi
hardrockorthewetmarshes,ampak
butafteracertainpointIdon’tcarewhatit’sfoundedna
on.WhenIcamebackfromtheEastlastautumnIfeltthatIwantedthe
svet
worldtobeinuniformin
andatasortofmoralattentionvedno
forever;Iwantednomoreriotousexcursions
z
withprivilegedglimpsesintothehumansrce
heart.OnlyGatsby,themanwhogiveshis
ime
nametothisbook,wasexemptfrommyreaction—Gatsby,whorepresentedvse
everythingforwhichIhaveanunaffectedprezir
scorn.Ifpersonalityisanunbrokenseriesofsuccessfulgestures,thentherewassomethinggorgeousabouthim,someheightenedsensitivitytothepromisesoflife,as
če
ifhewererelatedtooneofteh
thoseintricatemachinesthatregisterearthquakesdeset
tenthousandmilesaway.Thisresponsivenesshad
nič
nothingtodowiththatflabbyimpressionabilitywhichisdignifiedpod
underthenameofthe“creativetemperament”—itwasanextraordinarydar
giftforhope,aromanticreadinesssuchasIhavenikoli
neverfoundinanyotherosebi
personandwhichitisnotverjetno
likelyIshalleverfindagain.No—Gatsbyturnedoutallrightat
je
theend;itiswhatpreyedonGatsby,what
umazan
fouldustfloatedinthewakeofhisdreamsthatzačasno
temporarilyclosedoutmyinterestintheabortivesorrowsin
andshort-windedelationsofmen.Myfamilyhavebeenprominent,well-to-dopeoplein
tem
thisMiddleWesterncityfortri
threegenerations.TheCarrawaysaresomethingofa
klan
clan,andwehaveatradicijo
traditionthatwe’redescendedfromtheDukesofBuccleuch,vendar
buttheactualfounderofmylinewasmygrandfather’sbrat
brother,whocamehereinfifty-one,sentanadomestek
substitutetotheCivilWar,in
andstartedthewholesalehardwarebusinessthatmyoče
fathercarriesontoday.I
nikoli
neversawthisgreat-uncle,butI’msupposedtolooklikehim—withspecialreferencetotheratherhard-boiledpaintingki
thathangsinfather’soffice.IgraduatedfromNewHavenin1915,justaquarterofa
stoletja
centuryaftermyfather,andamalo
littlelaterIparticipatedinthatdelayedTeutonicmigrationknownastheGreatVojna
War.Ienjoyedthecounter-raidsothoroughly
da
thatIcamebackrestless.Insteadofbeing
je
thewarmcentreofthesveta
world,theMiddleWestnowseemedkot
liketheraggededgeofje
theuniverse—soIdecidedtogoEastin
andlearnthebondbusiness.Vsi
EverybodyIknewwasinthebondbusiness,soIsupposeditcouldsupportenega
onemoresingleman.Allmyaunts
in
andunclestalkeditoverasiftheywerechoosingaprepšolo
schoolforme,andfinallysaid,“Why—ye-es,”z
withverygrave,hesitantfaces.Oče
Fatheragreedtofinancemeforaleto
year,andaftervariousdelaysIcameEast,trajno
permanently,Ithought,inthespomladi
springoftwenty-two.Thepracticalthingwasto
najti
findroomsinthecity,vendar
butitwasawarmseason,in
andIhadjustleftacountryofwidelawnsin
andfriendlytrees,sowhenayoungmanatthepisarni
officesuggestedthatwetakeahišo
housetogetherinacommutingtown,itsoundedkot
likeagreatidea.Hefoundthe
hišo
house,aweather-beatencardboardbungalowateightyamesec
month,butatthelasttrenutku
minutethefirmorderedhimtoWashington,andIwentouttothecountrysam
alone.Ihadadog—at
vsaj
leastIhadhimforanekaj
fewdaysuntilheranaway—andanoldDodgein
andaFinnishwoman,whomademyposteljo
bedandcookedbreakfastandmutteredFinnishmodrost
wisdomtoherselfovertheelectricstove.Itwas
osamljen
lonelyforadayorsodokler
untilonemorningsomeman,morepred kratkim
recentlyarrivedthanI,stoppedmeonthecesti
road.“HowdoyougettoWestEggvillage?”
heaskedhelplessly.
Itold
mu
him.AndasIwalkedonIwas
osamljen
lonelynolonger.Iwasa
vodnik
guide,apathfinder,anoriginalsettler.Hehadcasuallyconferredonmethefreedomoftheneighbourhood.
In
Andsowiththesunshinein
andthegreatburstsofleavesgrowingonthetrees,justasthingsrastejo
growinfastmovies,Ihadthatfamiliarprepričanje
convictionthatlifewasbeginningoverznova
againwiththesummer.Therewassomuchtoread,for
eno
onething,andsomuchfinezdravje
healthtobepulleddownoutofje
theyoungbreath-givingair.Iboughtadozenvolumesonbanking
in
andcreditandinvestmentsecurities,in
andtheystoodonmyshelfinrdeči
redandgoldlikenewdenar
moneyfromthemint,promisingtounfoldtheshiningsecretski
thatonlyMidasandMorganin
andMaecenasknew.AndIhadthe
visoko
highintentionofreadingmanydrugih
otherbooksbesides.Iwasrather
literarni
literaryincollege—oneyearIwroteaseriesofzelo
verysolemnandobviouseditorialsfortheYaleNews—andzdaj
nowIwasgoingtobringbackallsuchthingsintomyživljenje
lifeandbecomeagainthatnajbolj
mostlimitedofallspecialists,the“well-roundedman.”To
Thisisn’tjustanepigram—lifeisveliko
muchmoresuccessfullylookedatfromasingleokna
window,afterall.Itwasamatterofchance
da
thatIshouldhaverentedahišo
houseinoneofthestrangestcommunitiesinSeverni
NorthAmerica.Itwasonthatslenderriotous
otoku
islandwhichextendsitselfdueeastofNewYork—andkjer
wherethereare,amongothernaturalcuriosities,dve
twounusualformationsofland.Twentymilesfromthe
mesta
cityapairofenormouseggs,identicalincontourin
andseparatedonlybyacourtesybay,jutoutintothenajbolj
mostdomesticatedbodyofsaltvode
waterintheWesternhemisphere,theveliko
greatwetbarnyardofLongIslandSound.Theyarenotperfectovals—likethe
jajce
eggintheColumbusstory,theyareoba
bothcrushedflatatthecontactend—buttheirphysicalpodobnost
resemblancemustbeasourceofperpetualwondertothegullski
thatflyoverhead.Tothewinglessa
bolj
moreinterestingphenomenonistheirdissimilarityineveryparticularrazen
exceptshapeandsize.IlivedatWestEgg,the—well,the
manj
lessfashionableofthetwo,čeprav
thoughthisisamostsuperficialtagtoexpressthebizarrein
andnotalittlesinistercontrastmed
betweenthem.Myhousewasattheverytipoftheegg,onlyfiftyyardsfromthe
Zvoka
Sound,andsqueezedbetweentwohugeplaceski
thatrentedfortwelveorfifteentisoč
thousandaseason.Theoneonmy
desni
rightwasacolossalaffairbyanystandard—itwasafactualimitationofsomeHôteldeVilleinNormandy,withatowerononeside,spankingnewpod
underathinbeardofsurovega
rawivy,andamarbleswimmingpool,in
andmorethanfortyacresoflawnin
andgarden.ItwasGatsby’smansion.
Ali
Or,rather,asIdidn’tknowMr.Gatsby,itwasje
amansioninhabitedbyagospod
gentlemanofthatname.Myown
hiša
housewasaneyesore,butitwasasmalleyesore,in
andithadbeenoverlooked,soIhadapogled
viewofthewater,apartialpogled
viewofmyneighbour’slawn,in
andtheconsolingproximityofmillionaires—allforeightydollarsamesec
month.Acrossthecourtesybaythe
bele
whitepalacesoffashionableEastEggglitteredalongthewater,in
andthehistoryofthesummerreallybeginsontheeveningIdroveovertheretoso
havedinnerwiththeTomBuchanans.Daisy
Daisywasmysecondcousinnekoč
onceremoved,andI’dknownTomincollege.Andjust
po
afterthewarIspentdva
twodayswiththeminChicago.Herhusband,
med
amongvariousphysicalaccomplishments,hadbeeneden
oneofthemostpowerfulendsthateverplayednogomet
footballatNewHaven—anationalfigureinanačin
way,oneofthosemenwhoreachsuchanacutelimitedexcellenceattwenty-onethatvse
everythingafterwardsavoursofanticlimax.Hisfamilywereenormouslywealthy—evenincollegehisfreedom
z
withmoneywasamatterforreproach—butzdaj
nowhe’dleftChicagoandprišel
comeEastinafashionki
thatrathertookyourbreathaway:for
primer
instance,he’dbroughtdownastringofpoloponiesfromLakeForest.Itwas
težko
hardtorealizethatačlovek
maninmyowngenerationwaswealthydovolj
enoughtodothat.WhytheycameEastIdon’t
vem
know.Theyhadspenta
leto
yearinFrancefornoparticularreason,in
andthendriftedhereandthereunrestfullywhereverpeopleplayedpoloin
andwererichtogether.Thiswasapermanent
poteza
move,saidDaisyoverthetelephone,butIdidn’tbelieveit—IhadnosightintoDaisy’ssrce
heart,butIfeltthatTomwoulddriftonvedno
foreverseeking,alittlewistfully,forthedramatično
dramaticturbulenceofsomeirrecoverablefootballgame.In
Andsoithappenedthatonje
awarmwindyeveningIdroveovertoEastEggtoseedva
twooldfriendswhomIkomaj
scarcelyknewatall.Their
hiša
housewasevenmoreelaboratekot
thanIexpected,acheerfulred-and-whiteGeorgianColonialdvorec
mansion,overlookingthebay.Thelawnstartedatthe
plaži
beachandrantowardsthefrontdoorforaquarterofamile,jumpingčez
oversundialsandbrickwalksin
andburninggardens—finallywhenitreachedthehišo
housedriftingupthesideinbrightvinesasthoughfromthemomentumofitsrun.The
prednji
frontwasbrokenbyalineofFrenchwindows,glowingzdaj
nowwithreflectedgoldandwideopentothetoplo
warmwindyafternoon,andTomBuchananinridingclotheswasstandingwithhislegsapartontheprednji
frontporch.HehadchangedsincehisNewHavenyears.
Zdaj
Nowhewasasturdystraw-hairedmoški
manofthirty,witharathertrdo
hardmouthandasuperciliousnačin
manner.Twoshiningarroganteyeshadestablisheddominance
nad
overhisfaceandgavehimje
theappearanceofalwaysleaningaggressivelyforward.Not
niti
eventheeffeminateswankofhisridingobleke
clothescouldhidetheenormouspowerofthatbody—heseemedtofillthoseglisteningbootsdokler
untilhestrainedthetoplacing,in
andyoucouldseeagreatpaket
packofmuscleshiftingwhenhisshouldermovedpod
underhisthincoat.Itwas
je
abodycapableofenormousleverage—akruto
cruelbody.Hisspeakingvoice,agruffhuskytenor,addedtotheimpressionoffractiousnessheconveyed.
Therewasa
dotik
touchofpaternalcontemptinit,celo
eventowardpeopleheliked—andthereweremenatNewHavenki
whohadhatedhisguts.“Now,don’tthinkmy
mnenje
opiniononthesemattersisfinal,”heseemedtorekel
say,“justbecauseI’mstrongerin
andmoreofamanthanyouare.”Wewereinthe
isti
sameseniorsociety,andwhilewewerenikoli
neverintimateIalwayshadthevtis
impressionthatheapprovedofmein
andwantedmetolikehimz
withsomeharsh,defiantwistfulnessofhisown.Wetalkedfora
nekaj
fewminutesonthesunnyverandi
porch.“I’vegotaniceplacehere,”hesaid,hiseyesflashingaboutrestlessly.
Turningmearoundby
eno
onearm,hemovedaširoko
broadflathandalongthefrontvista,includinginitssweepasunkenItalianvrt
garden,ahalfacreofdeep,pungentroses,in
andasnub-nosedmotorboatthatbumpedthetideoffshore.“ItbelongedtoDemaine,
je
theoilman.”Heturnedmearound
spet
again,politelyandabruptly.“We’llgoinside.”
Wewalked
skozi
throughahighhallwayintoasvetel
brightrosy-colouredspace,fragilelyboundintothehišo
housebyFrenchwindowsateitherend.Thewindowswereajar
in
andgleamingwhiteagainstthefreshtravi
grassoutsidethatseemedtogrowamalo
littlewayintothehouse.Abreezeblew
skozi
throughtheroom,blewcurtainsinatonekoncu
endandouttheotherlikepaleflags,twistingthemupproti
towardthefrostedwedding-cakeoftheceiling,in
andthenrippledoverthewine-colouredrug,makingasenco
shadowonitaswinddoesonthemorju
sea.Theonlycompletelystationary
predmet
objectintheroomwasanenormouskavč
couchonwhichtwoyoungwomenwerebuoyedupasthoughuponananchoredballoon.Theywere
oba
bothinwhite,andtheirdresseswereripplingin
andflutteringasiftheyhadpravkar
justbeenblownbackinpo
afterashortflightaroundthehiše
house.Imusthavestoodfora
nekaj
fewmomentslisteningtothewhipandsnapofthecurtainsandthegroanofapictureonthesteni
wall.ThentherewasaboomasTomBuchanan
zaprl
shuttherearwindowsandthecaughtveter
winddiedoutaboutthesobi
room,andthecurtainsandtherugsin
andthetwoyoungwomenballoonedpočasi
slowlytothefloor.The
mlajši
youngerofthetwowasatujec
strangertome.Shewasextended
polno
fulllengthatherendofthedivan,popolnoma
completelymotionless,andwithherbrado
chinraisedalittle,asifshewerebalancingnekaj
somethingonitwhichwaszelo
quitelikelytofall.Ifshesawmeoutofthecornerofhereyesshegave
ni
nohintofit—indeed,Iwasskoraj
almostsurprisedintomurmuringanapologyforhavingdisturbedherbycomingin.The
drugo
othergirl,Daisy,madeanattempttorise—sheleanedrahlo
slightlyforwardwithaconscientiousexpression—thenshelaughed,anabsurdno
absurd,charminglittlelaugh,andIlaughedtudi
tooandcameforwardintothesobo
room.“I’mp-paralysedwithhappiness.”
Shelaughed
spet
again,asifshesaidnekaj
somethingverywitty,andheldmyroko
handforamoment,lookingupintomyobraz
face,promisingthattherewasnooneinthesvetu
worldshesomuchwantedtosee.Thatwas
je
awayshehad.Shehintedinamurmurthatthe
priimek
surnameofthebalancinggirlwasBaker
Baker.(I’vehearditsaidthatDaisy’smurmurwas
samo
onlytomakepeopleleantowardher;anirrelevantcriticism
ki
thatmadeitnolesscharming.)Atanyrate,MissBaker’slipsfluttered,shenoddedatme
skoraj
almostimperceptibly,andthenquicklytippedherglavo
headbackagain—theobjectshewasbalancinghadočitno
obviouslytotteredalittleandgivenhernekaj
somethingofafright.Again
je
asortofapologyarosetomylips.Skoraj
Almostanyexhibitionofcompleteself-sufficiencydrawsastunnedtributefrommene
me.Ilookedbackatmycousin,
ki
whobegantoaskmequestionsinherlow,thrillingvoice.Itwasthekindof
glas
voicethattheearfollowsnavzgor
upanddown,asifvsak
eachspeechisanarrangementofnotesthatwillnikoli
neverbeplayedagain.Her
obraz
facewassadandlovelywithbrightthingsinit,brighteyesin
andabrightpassionatemouth,vendar
buttherewasanexcitementinhervoicethatmenwhohadcaredforherfoundtežko
difficulttoforget:asingingcompulsion,awhispered“Listen,”apromisethatshehaddone
gay
gay,excitingthingsjustawhilesincein
andthatthereweregay,vznemirljive
excitingthingshoveringinthenaslednji
nexthour.Itoldher
kako
howIhadstoppedoffinChicagoforje
adayonmywayEast,in
andhowadozenpeoplehadsenttheirljubezen
lovethroughme.“Dotheymissme?”
shecriedecstatically.
“The
celotno
wholetownisdesolate.Allthecars
imajo
havetheleftrearwheelpaintedčrno
blackasamourningwreath,in
andthere’sapersistentwailvsi
allnightalongthenorthshore.”“Howgorgeous!
Let’sgo
nazaj
back,Tom.Tomorrow!”
Thensheaddedirrelevantly:
“Yououghttoseethebaby.”
“I’dliketo.”
“She’sasleep.
She’s
tri
threeyearsold.Haven’tyoueverseenher?”
“Never.”
“Well,yououghttoseeher.
She’s—”.
TomBuchanan,
ki
whohadbeenhoveringrestlesslyaboutje
theroom,stoppedandrestedhisroko
handonmyshoulder.“Whatyoudoing,Nick?”
“I’mabondman.”
“Whowith?”
Itold
mu
him.“Neverheardofthem,”heremarkeddecisively.
To
Thisannoyedme.“Youwill,”Iansweredshortly.
“Youwill
če
ifyoustayintheEast.”“Oh,I’llstayinthe
Vzhodu
East,don’tyouworry,”hesaid,glancingatDaisy
Daisyandthenbackatmene
me,asifhewerebuden
alertforsomethingmore.“I’dbeaGoddamnedfooltoliveanywhereelse.”
At
tej
thispointMissBakersaid:“Absolutely!”
withsuchsuddennessthatIstarted—itwas
je
thefirstwordshehadutteredodkar
sinceIcameintothesobo
room.Evidentlyitsurprisedherasmuchasitdid
mene
me,forsheyawnedands
withaseriesofrapid,deftmovementsstoodupintothesobo
room.“I’mstiff,”shecomplained,“I’vebeenlyingonthat
kavču
sofaforaslongasIcanremember.”“Don’tlookatme,”
Daisy
Daisyretorted,“I’vebeentryingtogetyoutoNewYorkallafternoon.”“No,thanks,”saidMiss
Baker
Bakertothefourcocktailspravkar
justinfromthepantry.“I’mabsolutelyintraining.”
Herhostlookedatherincredulously.
“Youare!”
Hetookdownhis
pijačo
drinkasifitwereadropinthednu
bottomofaglass.“Howyoueverget
karkoli
anythingdoneisbeyondme.”IlookedatMiss
Baker
Baker,wonderingwhatitwasshe“gotdone.”Ienjoyedlookingather.
Shewasaslender,small-breastedgirl,withanerectcarriage,
ki
whichsheaccentuatedbythrowinghertelo
bodybackwardattheshoulderskot
likeayoungcadet.Her
sive
greysun-strainedeyeslookedbackatmez
withpolitereciprocalcuriosityoutofawan,charming,discontentedface.Itoccurredtome
zdaj
nowthatIhadseennjeno
her,orapictureofnjeno
her,somewherebefore.“YouliveinWestEgg,”sheremarkedcontemptuously.
“Iknow
nekdo
somebodythere.”“Idon’tknowasingle—”.
“YoumustknowGatsby.”
“Gatsby?”
demanded
Daisy
Daisy.“WhatGatsby?”
BeforeIcouldreply
da
thathewasmyneighbourdinnerwasannounced;wedginghistensearmimperativelyundermine,TomBuchanancompelledmefromtheroomasthoughheweremovingacheckerto
drugo
anothersquare.Slenderly,languidly,theirhandssetlightlyontheirhips,the
dve
twoyoungwomenprecededusoutontoarosy-colouredporch,openproti
towardthesunset,wherefourcandlesflickeredonthetableinthediminishedwind.“Whycandles?”
objected
Daisy
Daisy,frowning.Shesnappedthemout
s
withherfingers.“Intwoweeksit’llbethe
najdaljši
longestdayintheyear.”Shelookedatus
vse
allradiantly.“Doyoualwayswatchforthe
najdaljši
longestdayoftheyearin
andthenmissit?I
vedno
alwayswatchforthelongestdan
dayintheyearandthenmissit.”“Weoughttoplansomething,”yawnedMiss
Baker
Baker,sittingdownatthemizo
tableasifsheweregettingintoposteljo
bed.“Allright,”saidDaisy.
“What’llweplan?”
Sheturnedtomehelplessly:
“Whatdopeopleplan?”
Preden
BeforeIcouldanswerhereyesfastenedz
withanawedexpressiononherlittlefinger.“Look!”
shecomplained;
“I
poškodoval
hurtit.”Wealllooked—theknucklewas
črni
blackandblue.“Youdid
to
it,Tom,”shesaidaccusingly.“I
vem
knowyoudidn’tmeanto,ampak
butyoudiddoit.That’swhatIgetformarryingabruteofaman,agreat,big,hulkingphysicalspecimenofa—”.
“Ihate
to
thatword‘hulking,’ ”objectedTomcrossly,“eveninkidding.”“Hulking,”insisted
Daisy
Daisy.SometimessheandMiss
Baker
Bakertalkedatonce,unobtrusivelyin
andwithabanteringinconsequenceki
thatwasneverquitechatter,ki
thatwasascoolastheirbele
whitedressesandtheirimpersonaleyesintheodsotnosti
absenceofalldesire.Theywere
tukaj
here,andtheyacceptedTomin
andme,makingonlyapoliteprijetno
pleasantefforttoentertainortobeentertained.Theyknew
da
thatpresentlydinnerwouldbeoverin
andalittlelatertheeveningtudi
toowouldbeoverandcasuallyputaway.ItwassharplydifferentfromtheWest,
kjer
whereaneveningwashurriedfromfaze
phasetophasetowardsitsclose,inanenehno
continuallydisappointedanticipationorelseinsheerživčni
nervousdreadofthemomentitself.“Youmakemefeeluncivilized,Daisy,”Iconfessedonmysecondglassofcorky
vendar
butratherimpressiveclaret.“Can’tyoutalk
o
aboutcropsorsomething?”Imeant
nič
nothinginparticularbythispripombo
remark,butitwastakenupinje
anunexpectedway.“Civilization’sgoingtopieces,”brokeoutTom
nasilno
violently.“I’vegottentobeaterriblepessimistaboutthings.
HaveyoureadTheRiseoftheColouredEmpiresby
tega
thismanGoddard?”“Why,no,”Ianswered,rathersurprisedbyhistone.
“Well,it’s
je
afinebook,andeverybodyoughttoreadto
it.Theideaisifwedon’tlookoutthe
bela
whiteracewillbe—willbepopolnoma
utterlysubmerged.It’sallscientific
stvari
stuff;it’sbeenproved.”