I
Inmyyounger
e
andmorevulnerableyearsmypai
fathergavemesomeadviceque
thatI’vebeenturningoverinmymente
mindeversince.“Wheneveryou
sentir
feellikecriticizinganyone,”hedisse
toldme,“justrememberthatallas
thepeopleinthisworldhaven’ttiveram
hadtheadvantagesthatyou’vehad.”Hedidn’t
disse
sayanymore,butwe’vesempre
alwaysbeenunusuallycommunicativeinuma
areservedway,andIentendi
understoodthathemeantagreatdealmais
morethanthat.Inconsequence,I’minclinedtoreserve
todos
alljudgements,ahabitthathasabriu
openedupmanycuriousnaturestomee
andalsomademethevictimofnotum
afewveteranbores.Theabnormal
mente
mindisquicktodetecte
andattachitselftothisqualityquando
whenitappearsinanormalpessoa
person,andsoitcameaboutthatincollegeIwasunjustlyaccusedofbeingapolitician,porque
becauseIwasprivytothesecretgriefsofwild,unknownmen.Mostof
a
theconfidenceswereunsought—frequentlyIhavefeignedsono
sleep,preoccupation,orahostilelevityquando
whenIrealizedbysomeunmistakablesinal
signthatanintimaterevelationwasquiveringona
thehorizon;fortheintimaterevelationsof
jovens
youngmen,oratleastthetermsinque
whichtheyexpressthem,areusuallyplagiaristice
andmarredbyobvioussuppressions.Reservingjudgementsis
uma
amatterofinfinitehope.Iam
ainda
stillalittleafraidofperder
missingsomethingifIforgetque
that,asmyfathersnobbishlysuggested,e
andIsnobbishlyrepeat,asenseofthefundamentaldecenciesisparcelledoutunequallyatbirth.E
And,afterboastingthiswayofmytolerance,Icometotheadmissionthatittem
hasalimit.Conductmaybefoundedon
a
thehardrockorthewetmarshes,mas
butafteracertainpointIdon’tcarewhatit’sfoundedon.Quando
WhenIcamebackfromo
theEastlastautumnIsenti
feltthatIwantedthemundo
worldtobeinuniforme
andatasortofmoralattentionforever;I
queria
wantednomoreriotousexcursionscom
withprivilegedglimpsesintothehumano
humanheart.OnlyGatsby,the
homem
manwhogiveshisnametoeste
thisbook,wasexemptfrommyreaction—Gatsby,whorepresentedtudo
everythingforwhichIhaveum
anunaffectedscorn.Ifpersonalityisanunbrokenseriesofsuccessfulgestures,thentherewas
algo
somethinggorgeousabouthim,someheightenedsensitivitytothepromisesofvida
life,asifhewererelatedtooneofthoseintricatemachinesque
thatregisterearthquakestenthousandmilesdistância
away.Thisresponsivenesshadnothingtodo
com
withthatflabbyimpressionabilitywhichisdignifiedsob
underthenameofthe“creativetemperament”—itwasanextraordinarygiftforesperança
hope,aromanticreadinesssuchasItinha
haveneverfoundinanyotherpessoa
personandwhichitisnotlikelyIshalleverencontrar
findagain.No—Gatsbyturnedoutall
bem
rightattheend;itiswhatpreyedonGatsby,whatfouldustfloatedin
o
thewakeofhisdreamsthattemporarilyfechou
closedoutmyinterestino
theabortivesorrowsandshort-windedelationsofmen.My
família
familyhavebeenprominent,well-to-dopessoas
peopleinthisMiddleWesterncidade
cityforthreegenerations.TheCarrawaysaresomethingofaclan,
e
andwehaveatraditionthatwe’redescendedfromtheDukesofBuccleuch,mas
buttheactualfounderofmylinewasmygrandfather’sirmão
brother,whocamehereinfifty-one,enviou
sentasubstitutetotheCivilGuerra
War,andstartedthewholesalehardwarenegócio
businessthatmyfathercarriesonhoje
today.Ineversawthisgreat-uncle,
mas
butI’msupposedtolooklikehim—withespecial
specialreferencetotheratherhard-boiledpaintingque
thathangsinfather’soffice.IgraduatedfromNewHavenin1915,
apenas
justaquarterofacenturyaftermypai
father,andalittlelaterIparticipatedinthatdelayedTeutonicmigrationknownasa
theGreatWar.Ienjoyed
a
thecounter-raidsothoroughlythatIcamebackrestless.Insteadofbeingthewarmcentreofthe
mundo
world,theMiddleWestnowseemedliketheraggededgeoftheuniverse—soIdecidedtoir
goEastandlearnthebondnegócio
business.EverybodyIknewwasin
os
thebondbusiness,soIsupposeditpodia
couldsupportonemoresinglehomem
man.Allmyauntsanduncles
falaram
talkeditoverasiftheywerechoosinguma
aprepschoolforme,e
andfinallysaid,“Why—ye-es,”withmuito
verygrave,hesitantfaces.Fatheragreedtofinancemefor
um
ayear,andaftervariousdelaysIvim
cameEast,permanently,Ithought,ino
thespringoftwenty-two.Thepractical
coisa
thingwastofindroomsinthecity,mas
butitwasawarmseason,e
andIhadjustleftapaís
countryofwidelawnsandfriendlytrees,soquando
whenayoungmanattheescritório
officesuggestedthatwetakeacasa
housetogetherinacommutingtown,itparecia
soundedlikeagreatidea.He
encontrou
foundthehouse,aweather-beatencardboardbungalowateightyum
amonth,butattheúltimo
lastminutethefirmorderedhimtoWashington,e
andIwentouttothecampo
countryalone.Ihadadog—at
menos
leastIhadhimforafewdaysaté
untilheranaway—andanvelho
oldDodgeandaFinnishmulher
woman,whomademybede
andcookedbreakfastandmutteredFinnishwisdomtoherselfsobre
overtheelectricstove.Itwaslonelyforaday
ou
orsountilonemorningsomehomem
man,morerecentlyarrivedthanEu
I,stoppedmeontheroad.“Howdoyou
chega
gettoWestEggvillage?”he
perguntou
askedhelplessly.Itoldhim.
E
AndasIwalkedonIwaslonelynão
nolonger.Iwasaguide,apathfinder,anoriginalsettler.
He
tinha
hadcasuallyconferredonmea
thefreedomoftheneighbourhood.E
Andsowiththesunshinee
andthegreatburstsofleavesgrowingonthetrees,justasthingsgrowinfastmovies,Itinha
hadthatfamiliarconvictionthatvida
lifewasbeginningoveragaincom
withthesummer.Therewasso
tanto
muchtoread,foronething,e
andsomuchfinehealthtobepulleddownoutofthejovem
youngbreath-givingair.Ibought
uma
adozenvolumesonbankinge
andcreditandinvestmentsecurities,e
andtheystoodonmyshelfinvermelho
redandgoldlikenewdinheiro
moneyfromthemint,promisingtounfoldos
theshiningsecretsthatonlyMidase
andMorganandMaecenasknew.E
AndIhadthehighintentionofler
readingmanyotherbooksbesides.Iwasratherliteraryincollege—one
ano
yearIwroteaseriesofverysolemne
andobviouseditorialsfortheYaleNews—andagora
nowIwasgoingtotrazer
bringbackallsuchthingsintomyvida
lifeandbecomeagainthatmais
mostlimitedofallspecialists,the“well-roundedman.”Isto
Thisisn’tjustanepigram—lifeismuito
muchmoresuccessfullylookedatfromasinglewindow,afterall.Itwasa
questão
matterofchancethatIshouldtivesse
haverentedahouseinoneofthestrangestcommunitiesinNorthAmerica.Itwasonthatslenderriotousislandwhichextendsitselfdueeastof
Nova
NewYork—andwherethereare,amongoutras
othernaturalcuriosities,twounusualformationsofland.Twentymilesfromthe
cidade
cityapairofenormouseggs,identicalincontoure
andseparatedonlybyacourtesybay,jutoutintothemais
mostdomesticatedbodyofsaltágua
waterintheWesternhemisphere,thegrande
greatwetbarnyardofLongIslandSound.Theyarenotperfectovals—liketheeggintheColumbus
história
story,theyarebothcrushedflatatthecontactend—buttheirphysicalresemblancedeve
mustbeasourceofperpetualwondertothegullsque
thatflyoverhead.Tothewingless
um
amoreinterestingphenomenonistheirdissimilarityineveryparticularexceptshapee
andsize.IlivedatWestEgg,the—well,
o
thelessfashionableofthedois
two,thoughthisisamais
mostsuperficialtagtoexpresso
thebizarreandnotapouco
littlesinistercontrastbetweenthem.My
casa
housewasattheverytipoftheegg,apenas
onlyfiftyyardsfromtheSound,e
andsqueezedbetweentwohugeplacesque
thatrentedfortwelveorfifteenthousandaseason.Theoneonmyrightwasacolossalaffairby
qualquer
anystandard—itwasafactualimitationofalgum
someHôteldeVilleinNormandy,com
withatowerononelado
side,spankingnewunderathinbeardofrawivy,e
andamarbleswimmingpool,e
andmorethanfortyacresoflawne
andgarden.ItwasGatsby’smansion.
Ou
Or,rather,asIdidn’tconhecia
knowMr.Gatsby,itwasamansioninhabitedbyagentlemanofthatnome
name.Myownhousewasaneyesore,
mas
butitwasasmalleyesore,e
andithadbeenoverlooked,soItinha
hadaviewoftheágua
water,apartialviewofmyneighbour’slawn,e
andtheconsolingproximityofmillionaires—allforeightydollarsamonth.AcrossthecourtesybaythewhitepalacesoffashionableEastEggglitteredalongthe
água
water,andthehistoryofthesummerrealmente
reallybeginsontheeveningIdirigi
droveovertheretohavejantar
dinnerwiththeTomBuchanans.Daisywasmy
segundo
secondcousinonceremoved,andI’dconhecia
knownTomincollege.Andjust
depois
afterthewarIspentdois
twodayswiththeminChicago.Her
marido
husband,amongvariousphysicalaccomplishments,tinha
hadbeenoneofthemais
mostpowerfulendsthateverjogaram
playedfootballatNewHaven—anationalfigureinaforma
way,oneofthosemenwhoreachtão
suchanacutelimitedexcellenceattwenty-onethattudo
everythingafterwardsavoursofanticlimax.His
família
familywereenormouslywealthy—evenincollegehisfreedomcom
withmoneywasamatterforreproach—butagora
nowhe’dleftChicagoandvindo
comeEastinafashionque
thatrathertookyourbreathaway:forinstance,he’d
trouxe
broughtdownastringofpoloponiesfromLakeForest.Itwas
difícil
hardtorealizethatahomem
maninmyowngenerationwaswealthysuficiente
enoughtodothat.Whythey
vieram
cameEastIdon’tknow.Theyhadspent
um
ayearinFranceforsem
noparticularreason,andthendriftedaqui
hereandthereunrestfullywhereverpessoas
peopleplayedpoloandwererichjuntas
together.Thiswasapermanentmove,
disse
saidDaisyoverthetelephone,mas
butIdidn’tbelieveit—Itinha
hadnosightintoDaisy’scoração
heart,butIfeltthatTomiria
woulddriftonforeverseeking,apouco
littlewistfully,forthedramaticturbulenceofalgum
someirrecoverablefootballgame.Andsoit
aconteceu
happenedthatonawarmwindyeveningIdirigi
droveovertoEastEggtover
seetwooldfriendswhomIscarcelyconhecia
knewatall.Theirhousewas
ainda
evenmoreelaboratethanIexpected,uma
acheerfulred-and-whiteGeorgianColonialmansion,overlookinga
thebay.Thelawnstartedatthebeach
e
andrantowardsthefrontporta
doorforaquarterofum
amile,jumpingoversundialse
andbrickwalksandburninggardens—finallyquando
whenitreachedthehousedriftingcima
upthesideinbrightvinesasthoughfromthemomentumofitscorreu
run.Thefrontwasbrokenby
uma
alineofFrenchwindows,glowingagora
nowwithreflectedgoldandwideopentothewarmwindyafternoon,e
andTomBuchananinridingclotheswasstandingcom
withhislegsapartonthefrontporch.He
tinha
hadchangedsincehisNewHavenyears.Agora
Nowhewasasturdystraw-hairedhomem
manofthirty,witharatherdura
hardmouthandasuperciliousmanner.Dois
Twoshiningarroganteyeshadestablisheddominancesobre
overhisfaceandgavehimtheappearanceofsempre
alwaysleaningaggressivelyforward.Noteventheeffeminateswankofhisridingclothescouldhidetheenormous
poder
powerofthatbody—heseemedtofillessas
thoseglisteningbootsuntilhestrainedthesuperior
toplacing,andyoucouldver
seeagreatpackofmuscleshiftingquando
whenhisshouldermovedunderhisthincoat.Itwasa
corpo
bodycapableofenormousleverage—acruelcorpo
body.Hisspeakingvoice,agruffhuskytenor,addedtotheimpressionoffractiousnessheconveyed.
Therewas
um
atouchofpaternalcontemptinit,eventowardpessoas
peopleheliked—andthereweremenatNewHavenwhohadodiavam
hatedhisguts.“Now,don’t
pense
thinkmyopiniononthesemattersisfinal,”heseemedtodizer
say,“justbecauseI’mstrongere
andmoreofamanthanyouare.”Wewereinthe
mesma
sameseniorsociety,andwhilewewerenunca
neverintimateIalwayshadtheimpressionque
thatheapprovedofmee
andwantedmetolikehimcom
withsomeharsh,defiantwistfulnessofhisown.We
falamos
talkedforafewminutesonthesunnyporch.“I’vegot
um
aniceplacehere,”hedisse
said,hiseyesflashingaboutrestlessly.Virando
Turningmearoundbyonearm,hemoveu
movedabroadflathandao longo
alongthefrontvista,includinginitssweepasunkenItaliangarden,ameio
halfacreofdeep,pungentroses,e
andasnub-nosedmotorboatthatbumpedthetideoffshore.“ItbelongedtoDemaine,
o
theoilman.”Heturnedmearound
novo
again,politelyandabruptly.“We’ll
vamos
goinside.”Wewalkedthrough
um
ahighhallwayintoabrightrosy-colouredspace,fragilelyboundintoas
thehousebyFrenchwindowsateitherend.Thewindowswereajar
e
andgleamingwhiteagainstthefreshgrassfora
outsidethatseemedtogrowum
alittlewayintothecasa
house.Abreezeblewthroughthe
sala
room,blewcurtainsinatoneextremidade
endandouttheotherlikepaleflags,twistingthemuptowardthefrostedwedding-cakeoftheceiling,e
andthenrippledoverthewine-colouredrug,makingashadowonitaswinddoesonthesea.O
Theonlycompletelystationaryobjectino
theroomwasanenormouscouchonqual
whichtwoyoungwomenwerebuoyedupasthoughuponum
ananchoredballoon.Theywere
ambos
bothinwhite,andtheirdresseswereripplinge
andflutteringasiftheytivessem
hadjustbeenblownbackinafterum
ashortflightaroundthecasa
house.Imusthavestoodfor
um
afewmomentslisteningtoo
thewhipandsnapofo
thecurtainsandthegroanofum
apictureonthewall.Thentherewas
um
aboomasTomBuchananfechou
shuttherearwindowsandtheapanhado
caughtwinddiedoutaboutthesala
room,andthecurtainsandtherugse
andthetwoyoungwomenballoonedslowlytothefloor.O
Theyoungerofthetwowasum
astrangertome.Shewasextendedfulllengthatherendof
o
thedivan,completelymotionless,andcom
withherchinraisedapouco
little,asifshewerebalancingalgo
somethingonitwhichwasquitelikelytocaísse
fall.Ifshesawmeoutofthecornerofhereyesshe
dava
gavenohintofit—indeed,Iwasquase
almostsurprisedintomurmuringanapologyforhavingdisturbedherbycomingin.Theother
menina
girl,Daisy,madeanattempttorise—sheleanedslightlyforwardcom
withaconscientiousexpression—thenshelaughed,anabsurd,charminglittlelaugh,e
andIlaughedtooandvim
cameforwardintotheroom.“I’mp-paralysedwithhappiness.”
Shelaughed
novo
again,asifshesaidalgo
somethingverywitty,andheldmymão
handforamoment,lookingupintomyrosto
face,promisingthattherewasnão
nooneintheworldshesomuchwantedtover
see.Thatwasawayshe
tinha
had.Shehintedinamurmur
que
thatthesurnameofthebalancingmenina
girlwasBaker.(I’veheardit
dizer
saidthatDaisy’smurmurwassó
onlytomakepeopleleantowardsua
her;anirrelevantcriticismthat
tornou
madeitnolesscharming.)At
qualquer
anyrate,MissBaker’slipsfluttered,shenoddedatmequase
almostimperceptibly,andthenquicklytippedhercabeça
headbackagain—theobjectshewasbalancingtinha
hadobviouslytotteredalittlee
andgivenhersomethingofum
afright.Againasortofapologyarosetomylips.
Quase
Almostanyexhibitionofcompleteself-sufficiencydrawsum
astunnedtributefromme.I
olhei
lookedbackatmycousin,que
whobegantoaskmequestionsinherlow,thrillingvoice.Itwas
o
thekindofvoicethato
theearfollowsupanddown,asse
ifeachspeechisanarrangementofnotesthatfosse
willneverbeplayedagain.Her
rosto
facewassadandlovelycom
withbrightthingsinit,brighteyese
andabrightpassionatemouth,mas
buttherewasanexcitementinhervoicethatmenwhotinham
hadcaredforherfounddifficulttoesquecer
forget:asingingcompulsion,awhispered“Listen,”a
promessa
promisethatshehaddonegay,excitingthingsjustawhilesincee
andthatthereweregay,excitingthingshoveringintheseguinte
nexthour.Itoldher
como
howIhadstoppedoffinChicagoforadia
dayonmywayEast,e
andhowadozenpeoplehadsenttheiramor
lovethroughme.“Dothey
saudades
missme?”shecriedecstatically.
“The
toda
wholetownisdesolate.Allthecars
têm
havetheleftrearwheelpaintedpreto
blackasamourningwreath,e
andthere’sapersistentwailallnoite
nightalongthenorthshore.”“Howgorgeous!
Let’s
vamos
goback,Tom.Tomorrow!”
Thensheaddedirrelevantly:
“Yououghtto
ver
seethebaby.”“I’dliketo.”
“She’sasleep.
She’s
três
threeyearsold.Haven’tyouever
viste
seenher?”“Never.”
“Well,yououghtto
vê
seeher.She’s—”.
TomBuchanan,
que
whohadbeenhoveringrestlesslyabouta
theroom,stoppedandrestedhismão
handonmyshoulder.“Whatyou
fazer
doing,Nick?”“I’mabondman.”
“Whowith?”
I
disse
toldhim.“Neverheardofthem,”heremarkeddecisively.
Isto
Thisannoyedme.“Youwill,”I
respondi
answeredshortly.“Youwillifyou
ficar
stayintheEast.”“Oh,I’ll
ficar
stayintheEast,don’tyouworry,”hedisse
said,glancingatDaisyandthenbackatmim
me,asifhewerealertforalgo
somethingmore.“I’dbeaGoddamnedfoolto
viver
liveanywhereelse.”Atthis
ponto
pointMissBakersaid:“Absolutely!”
withsuchsuddenness
que
thatIstarted—itwasthefirstpalavra
wordshehadutteredsinceIcameintoa
theroom.Evidentlyitsurprisedheras
tanto
muchasitdidme,forsheyawnede
andwithaseriesofrapid,deftmovementsstoodupintoa
theroom.“I’mstiff,”shecomplained,“I’vebeenlyingon
que
thatsofaforaslongasIcanremember.”“Don’t
olhes
lookatme,”Daisyretorted,“I’vebeententado
tryingtogetyoutoNova
NewYorkallafternoon.”“No,thanks,”
disse
saidMissBakertothequatro
fourcocktailsjustinfromthepantry.“I’mabsolutelyintraining.”
Herhost
olhou
lookedatherincredulously.“Youare!”
He
tomou
tookdownhisdrinkasse
ifitwereadropinthebottomofaglass.“Howyouever
consegues
getanythingdoneisbeyondme.”I
olhei
lookedatMissBaker,wonderingwhatitwasshe“gotdone.”Ienjoyedlookingat
la
her.Shewasaslender,small-breasted
menina
girl,withanerectcarriage,que
whichsheaccentuatedbythrowinghercorpo
bodybackwardattheshoulderscomo
likeayoungcadet.Hergreysun-strainedeyes
olharam
lookedbackatmewithpolitereciprocalcuriosityoutofum
awan,charming,discontentedface.Itoccurredtome
agora
nowthatIhadseendela
her,orapictureofdela
her,somewherebefore.“YouliveinWestEgg,”sheremarkedcontemptuously.
“I
conheço
knowsomebodythere.”“Idon’t
conheço
knowasingle—”.“Youmust
conhecer
knowGatsby.”“Gatsby?”
demandedDaisy.
“WhatGatsby?”
Antes
BeforeIcouldreplythathewasmyneighbourjantar
dinnerwasannounced;wedginghistensearmimperatively
sob
undermine,TomBuchanancompelledmefromthesala
roomasthoughheweremovendo
movingacheckertoanothersquare.Slenderly,languidly,theirhandssetlightlyontheirhips,the
duas
twoyoungwomenprecededusoutontouma
arosy-colouredporch,opentowardthesunset,onde
wherefourcandlesflickeredonthetableinthediminishedwind.“Whycandles?”
objectedDaisy,frowning.
Shesnappedthemout
com
withherfingers.“Intwoweeksit’llbethelongest
dia
dayintheyear.”She
olhou
lookedatusallradiantly.“Doyou
sempre
alwayswatchforthelongestdia
dayoftheyearandthenperde
missit?Ialwayswatchfor
o
thelongestdayintheano
yearandthenmissit.”“Weoughtto
planejar
plansomething,”yawnedMissBaker,sentando
sittingdownatthetableasse
ifsheweregettingintocama
bed.“Allright,”saidDaisy.
“What’llweplan?”
She
virou
turnedtomehelplessly:“Whatdo
pessoas
peopleplan?”BeforeIcould
responder
answerhereyesfastenedwithuma
anawedexpressiononherlittlefinger.“Look!”
shecomplained;
“Ihurtit.”
We
todos
alllooked—theknucklewasblacke
andblue.“Youdidit,Tom,”she
disse
saidaccusingly.“Iknowyoudidn’tmeanto,
mas
butyoudiddoit.That’swhatIgetformarrying
um
abruteofaman,um
agreat,big,hulkingphysicalspecimenofa—”.“I
odeio
hatethatword‘hulking,’ ”objectedTomcrossly,“eveninkidding.”“Hulking,”insistedDaisy.
Às vezes
SometimessheandMissBakerconversavam
talkedatonce,unobtrusivelyandcom
withabanteringinconsequencethatwasnunca
neverquitechatter,thatwasascoolastheirwhitedressese
andtheirimpersonaleyesintheabsenceoftodo
alldesire.Theywerehere,
e
andtheyacceptedTomandme,fazendo
makingonlyapolitepleasantefforttoentertainou
ortobeentertained.They
sabiam
knewthatpresentlydinnerwouldbeovere
andalittlelatertheeveningtambém
toowouldbeoverandcasuallyputaway.Itwassharply
diferente
differentfromtheWest,whereaneveningwasapressava
hurriedfromphasetophasetowardsitsclose,inacontinuallydisappointedanticipationou
orelseinsheernervousdreadofthemomento
momentitself.“Youmakeme
sentir
feeluncivilized,Daisy,”Iconfessedonmysegundo
secondglassofcorkybutratherimpressiveclaret.“Can’tyou
falar
talkaboutcropsorsomething?”I
dizer
meantnothinginparticularbyesta
thisremark,butitwastakenupinuma
anunexpectedway.“Civilization’sgoingtopieces,”brokeoutTomviolently.
“I’vegottentobe
um
aterriblepessimistaboutthings.Haveyou
leu
readTheRiseoftheColouredEmpiresbythishomem
manGoddard?”“Why,no,”I
respondi
answered,rathersurprisedbyhistone.“Well,it’s
um
afinebook,andeverybodyoughttolê
readit.Theideais
se
ifwedon’tlookouta
thewhiteracewillbe—willbeutterlysubmerged.It’s
tudo
allscientificstuff;it’sbeenproved.”