THESISTERS
Therewas
não
nohopeforhimthisvez
time:itwasthethirdstroke.
Noite
NightafternightIhadpassedthecasa
house(itwasvacationtime)e
andstudiedthelightedsquareofwindow:e
andnightafternightItinha
hadfounditlightedino
thesameway,faintlyandevenly.Se
Ifhewasdead,Ipensei
thought,Iwouldseethereflectionofcandlesono
thedarkenedblindforIsabia
knewthattwocandlesmustbesetato
theheadofacorpse.Hehadoften
dizer
saidtome:“Iamnot
tempo
longforthisworld,”andItenho
hadthoughthiswordsidle.Agora
NowIknewtheyweretrue.Todas as
EverynightasIgazedupatthewindowIdizia
saidsoftlytomyselfthepalavra
wordparalysis.Ithadalwayssoundedstrangelyinmyears,
como
likethewordgnomonina
theEuclidandthewordsimonyina
theCatechism.Butnowit
parecia
soundedtomelikethenome
nameofsomemaleficentandsinfulbeing.Itfilledmewithfear,
e
andyetIlongedtobenearertoite
andtolookuponitsdeadlyobra
work.OldCotterwassittingatthefire,smoking,
quando
whenIcamedownstairstosupper.Enquanto
Whilemyauntwasladlingfora
outmystirabouthesaid,asse
ifreturningtosomeformerremarkofseu
his:.“No,Iwouldn’tsayhewas
exatamente
exactly...buttherewas
algo
somethingqueer...therewas
algo
somethinguncannyabouthim.I’ll
dizer
tellyoumyopinion....”Hebegantopuffathispipe,
sem
nodoubtarranginghisopinioninhismente
mind.Tiresomeoldfool!
Whenwe
conhecemos
knewhimfirstheusedtoberatherinteresting,falando
talkingoffaintsandworms;mas
butIsoongrewtiredofhime
andhisendlessstoriesabouta
thedistillery.“Ihavemyowntheory
sobre
aboutit,”hesaid.“I
acho
thinkitwasoneofthose...peculiarcases....
Mas
Butit’shardtosay....”Hebegantopuff
novo
againathispipewithoutdar
givingushistheory.My
tio
unclesawmestaringanddisse
saidtome:.“Well,soyour
velho
oldfriendisgone,you’llbesorrytohear.”“Who?”
disse
saidI.“FatherFlynn.”
“Ishedead?”
“MrCotterherehasjust
dizer
toldus.Hewaspassingbythehouse.”
I
sabia
knewthatIwasunderobservationsoIcontinuedeatingasse
ifthenewshadnotinterestedme
me.Myuncleexplainedto
velho
oldCotter.“Theyoungsterandheweregreatfriends.
O
Theoldchaptaughthimagreatdeal,mindyou;e
andtheysayhehadum
agreatwishforhim.”“God
tenha
havemercyonhissoul,”disse
saidmyauntpiously.OldCotter
olhou
lookedatmeforawhile.I
senti
feltthathislittlebeadyblackeyeswereexaminingmemas
butIwouldnotsatisfyhimbyolhando
lookingupfrommyplate.He
voltou
returnedtohispipeandfinallyspatrudelyintoo
thegrate.“Iwouldn’tlike
filhos
childrenofmine,”hesaid,“totivessem
havetoomuchtosaytoum
amanlikethat.”“Howdoyoumean,MrCotter?”
perguntei
askedmyaunt.“WhatI
dizer
meanis,”saidoldCotter,“it’smau
badforchildren.Myidea
é
is:letayounglad
correr
runaboutandplaywithyoungladsofhisownagee
andnotbe....AmI
certo
right,Jack?”“That’smyprinciple,too,”
disse
saidmyuncle.“Lethim
aprender
learntoboxhiscorner.That’swhatI’m
sempre
alwayssayingtothatRosicrucianali
there:takeexercise.
Why,whenIwas
um
anippereverymorningofmyvida
lifeIhadacoldbath,wintere
andsummer.Andthat’swhatstandstome
agora
now.Educationisallveryfine
e
andlarge....MrCottermighttakea
escolher
pickofthatlegmutton,”headdedtomyaunt.“No,
não
no,notforme,”saidvelho
oldCotter.Myauntbrought
o
thedishfromthesafee
andputitonthetable.“Butwhydoyou
acha
thinkit’snotgoodforcrianças
children,MrCotter?”sheasked.
“It’s
mau
badforchildren,”saidoldCotter,“becausetheirmindsaresoimpressionable.Quando
Whenchildrenseethingslikethat,yousabe
know,ithasaneffect....”Icrammedmymouth
com
withstiraboutforfearImightdar
giveutterancetomyanger.Tiresome
velho
oldred-nosedimbecile!Itwas
tarde
latewhenIfellasleep.Embora
ThoughIwasangrywithvelho
oldCotterforalludingtomeasacriança
child,Ipuzzledmyheadtoextractsignificado
meaningfromhisunfinishedsentences.In
o
thedarkofmyroomIimaginedque
thatIsawagaintheheavygreyrosto
faceoftheparalytic.Idrewtheblankets
sobre
overmyheadandtriedtopensar
thinkofChristmas.Butthegrey
rosto
facestillfollowedme.Itmurmured;
e
andIunderstoodthatitdesiredtoconfessalgo
something.Ifeltmysoulrecedingintosomepleasant
e
andviciousregion;andthere
outra vez
againIfounditwaitingforme.Itbegantoconfesstomeinamurmuringvoice
e
andIwonderedwhyitsmiledcontinuallye
andwhythelipsweresomoistcom
withspittle.ButthenI
lembrei
rememberedthatithaddiedofparalysise
andIfeltthatItambém
toowassmilingfeeblyasse
iftoabsolvethesimoniacofhissin.The
seguinte
nextmorningafterbreakfastIwentdowntolookatthepequeno
littlehouseinGreatBritainStreet.Itwas
uma
anunassumingshop,registeredundero
thevaguenameofDrapery.Thedraperyconsistedmainlyofchildren’sbootees
e
andumbrellas;andonordinarydays
um
anoticeusedtohanginthewindow,dizendo
saying:UmbrellasRe-covered.
Nonoticewasvisible
agora
nowfortheshutterswerecima
up.Acrapebouquetwastiedtothedoor-knocker
com
withribbon.Twopoorwomen
e
andatelegramboywerelendo
readingthecardpinnedono
thecrape.Ialsoapproached
e
andread:.July1st,1895
O
TheRev.JamesFlynn(formerlyofS.Catherine’sChurch,MeathStreet),agedsixty-fiveyears.R.I.P.Thereadingofthecardpersuadedme
que
thathewasdeadandIwasdisturbedtoencontrar
findmyselfatcheck.Hadhenotbeen
morto
deadIwouldhavegoneintothelittledarksala
roombehindtheshoptofindhimsentado
sittinginhisarm-chairbythefire,nearlysmotheredinhisgreat-coat.Talvez
Perhapsmyauntwouldhavegivenmeum
apacketofHighToastforhime
andthispresentwouldhaverousedhimfromhisstupefieddoze.Itwas
sempre
alwaysIwhoemptiedthepacketintohispreto
blacksnuff-boxforhishandstrembledtoomuchtoallowhimtofizesse
dothiswithoutspillinghalfo
thesnuffaboutthefloor.Mesmo
Evenasheraisedhislargetremblingmão
handtohisnoselittlecloudsofsmokedribbledatravés
throughhisfingersoverthefrente
frontofhiscoat.Itmayhavebeen
essas
theseconstantshowersofsnuffwhichderam
gavehisancientpriestlygarmentstheirgreenfadedlookforthevermelho
redhandkerchief,blackened,asitsempre
alwayswas,withthesnuff-stainsofuma
aweek,withwhichhetentava
triedtobrushawaythefallengrains,wasbastante
quiteinefficacious.Iwishedtogoin
e
andlookathimbutItive
hadnotthecouragetoknock.Iwalkedawayslowly
ao longo
alongthesunnysideofos
thestreet,readingallthetheatricaladvertisementsinos
theshop-windowsasIwent.I
achei
founditstrangethatneitherInoro
thedayseemedinamourningmoode
andIfeltevenannoyedatdiscoveringinmyselfuma
asensationoffreedomasse
ifIhadbeenfreedfromalgo
somethingbyhisdeath.Iwonderedat
isso
thisfor,asmyuncletinha
hadsaidthenightbefore,hetinha
hadtaughtmeagreatdeal.He
tinha
hadstudiedintheIrishcollegeinRomee
andhehadtaughtmetopronounceLatinproperly.Hehad
contou
toldmestoriesaboutthecatacombse
andaboutNapoleonBonaparte,andhehadexplainedtomethesignificado
meaningofthedifferentceremoniesoftheMasse
andofthedifferentvestmentswornbythepriest.Às vezes
Sometimeshehadamusedhimselfbyputtingdifficultquestionstome
me,askingmewhatonedeveria
shoulddoincertaincircumstancesou
orwhethersuchandsuchsinsweremortalou
orvenialoronlyimperfections.Hisquestions
mostraram
showedmehowcomplexandmysteriouswerecertaininstitutionsofos
theChurchwhichIhadsempre
alwaysregardedasthesimplestacts.ThedutiesofthepriesttowardstheEucharist
e
andtowardsthesecrecyoftheconfessionalseemedsogravetomeque
thatIwonderedhowanybodytinha
hadeverfoundinhimselfthecouragetoundertakethem;e
andIwasnotsurprisedquando
whenhetoldmethatthefathersoftheChurchhadescreveram
writtenbooksasthickasthePostOfficeDirectorye
andascloselyprintedasthelei
lawnoticesinthenewspaper,elucidatingtodas
alltheseintricatequestions.Often
quando
whenIthoughtofthisIcouldmakenão
noansweroronlyamuito
veryfoolishandhaltingoneuponqual
whichheusedtosmilee
andnodhisheadtwiceou
orthrice.Sometimesheusedto
pôr
putmethroughtheresponsesoftheMassque
whichhehadmademeaprender
learnbyheart;and,asIpattered,heusedtosmilepensively
e
andnodhishead,nowe
andthenpushinghugepinchesofsnuffupcada
eachnostrilalternately.Whenhesmiledheusedtouncoverhisbigdiscolouredteeth
e
andlethistonguelieuponhislowerlip—ahabitque
whichhadmademefeeluneasyinthebeginningofouracquaintanceantes
beforeIknewhimwell.AsI
caminhava
walkedalonginthesunIrememberedvelho
oldCotter’swordsandtriedtolembrar
rememberwhathadhappenedafterwardsinthesonho
dream.IrememberedthatI
ter
hadnoticedlongvelvetcurtainse
andaswinginglampofantiquefashion.I
senti
feltthatIhadbeenveryfaraway,insomelandonde
wherethecustomswerestrange—inPersia,Ipensei
thought....ButIcouldnot
lembrar
remembertheendofthesonho
dream.Intheeveningmyaunt
levou
tookmewithhertovisitthecasa
houseofmourning.Itwas
depois
aftersunset;butthewindow-panesofthehouses
que
thatlookedtothewestreflectedthetawnygoldofum
agreatbankofclouds.Nanniereceivedusin
a
thehall;and,asitwould
ter
havebeenunseemlytohaveshoutedatela
her,myauntshookhandscom
withherforall.Theoldwoman
apontou
pointedupwardsinterrogativelyand,onmyaunt’snodding,proceededtotoilupthenarrowstaircasebeforenós
us,herbowedheadbeingscarcelyabovethelevelofthebanister-rail.Atthefirstlandingshe
parou
stoppedandbeckonedusforwardencouraginglytowardstheopenporta
doorofthedead-room.Myauntwentin
e
andtheoldwoman,seeingque
thatIhesitatedtoenter,begantobeckontomenovamente
againrepeatedlywithherhand.Iwentinontiptoe.
The
sala
roomthroughthelaceendoftheblindwassuffusedwithduskygoldenluz
lightamidwhichthecandleslookedlikepalethinflames.He
tinha
hadbeencoffined.Nanniegavethelead
e
andwethreekneltdownatthefootofthecama
bed.Ipretendedtopray
mas
butIcouldnotgathermythoughtsporque
becausetheoldwoman’smutteringsdistractedme
me.Inoticedhowclumsilyherskirtwashookedat
os
thebackandhowtheheelsofherclothbootsweretroddendowntodos
alltooneside.Thefancy
veio
cametomethatthevelho
oldpriestwassmilingashelayali
thereinhiscoffin.But
não
no.Whenweroseandwentuptothecabeça
headofthebedIvi
sawthathewasnotsmiling.Lá
Therehelay,solemnandcopious,vestedasforo
thealtar,hislargehandslooselyretainingum
achalice.Hisfacewas
muito
verytruculent,greyandmassive,com
withblackcavernousnostrilsandcircledbyuma
ascantywhitefur.Therewas
um
aheavyodourintheroom—theflowers.Weblessedourselves
e
andcameaway.Inthelittle
sala
roomdownstairswefoundElizaseatedinhisarm-chairinstate.Igropedmy
caminho
waytowardsmyusualchairino
thecornerwhileNanniewenttoo
thesideboardandbroughtoutum
adecanterofsherryandalguns
somewine-glasses.Shesettheseonthetable
e
andinvitedustotakeum
alittleglassofwine.Then,athersister’sbidding,shefilledoutthesherryintotheglasses
e
andpassedthemtous.Shepressedmeto
levar
takesomecreamcrackersalsomas
butIdeclinedbecauseIpensei
thoughtIwouldmaketoomuchnoisecomendo
eatingthem.Sheseemedtobesomewhatdisappointedatmyrefusal
e
andwentoverquietlytoo
thesofawhereshesatdownatrás
behindhersister.Noone
falou
spoke:weallgazedattheemptyfireplace.
Myaunt
esperou
waiteduntilElizasighedandthendisse
said:.“Ah,well,he’sgoneto
um
abetterworld.”Elizasighed
novamente
againandbowedherheadinassent.Myauntfingered
o
thestemofherwine-glassantes
beforesippingalittle.“Didhe...
peacefully?”
she
perguntou
asked.“Oh,quitepeacefully,ma’am,”
disse
saidEliza.“Youcouldn’ttell
quando
whenthebreathwentoutofele
him.Hehadabeautiful
morte
death,Godbepraised.”“Andeverything...?”
“FatherO’Rourkewasin
com
withhimaTuesdayandanointedhime
andpreparedhimandall.”“He
sabia
knewthen?”“Hewasquiteresigned.”
“Helooks
bastante
quiteresigned,”saidmyaunt.“That’swhatthe
mulher
womanwehadintowashhimdisse
said.Shesaidhejustlookedasifhewasasleep,helooked
que
thatpeacefulandresigned.Noonewould
pensaria
thinkhe’dmakesuchabonito
beautifulcorpse.”“Yes,indeed,”saidmyaunt.
Shesipped
um
alittlemorefromherglasse
andsaid:.“Well,MissFlynn,at
qualquer
anyrateitmustbeum
agreatcomfortforyoutosaber
knowthatyoudidallyoupôde
couldforhim.Youwere
ambos
bothverykindtohim,Idevo
mustsay.”Elizasmoothedherdress
sobre
overherknees.“Ah,poorJames!”
she
disse
said.“Godknowswedone
tudo
allwecould,aspoorasweare—wewouldn’tveríamos
seehimwantanythingwhilehewasinit.”Nannie
tinha
hadleanedherheadagainstthesofa-pillowe
andseemedabouttofallasleep.“There’s
pobre
poorNannie,”saidEliza,lookingatela
her,“she’sworeout.Allthe
trabalho
workwehad,sheandme,gettinginthemulher
womantowashhimandthenlayinghimoute
andthenthecoffinandthenarrangingabouttheMassinthechapel.Só
OnlyforFatherO’RourkeIdon’tsei
knowwhatwe’dhavedoneatall.Itwashim
trouxe
broughtusallthemflowerse
andthemtwocandlesticksoutofthechapele
andwroteoutthenoticefortheFreeman’sGenerale
andtookchargeofallthepapersforthecemeterye
andpoorJames’sinsurance.”“Wasn’tthat
bom
goodofhim?”saidmyaunt.
Eliza
fechou
closedhereyesandshookhercabeça
headslowly.“Ah,there’snofriends
como
liketheoldfriends,”shesaid,“whentudo
allissaidanddone,não
nofriendsthatabodypossa
cantrust.”“Indeed,that’strue,”
disse
saidmyaunt.“AndI’m
certeza
surenowthathe’sgonetohiseternalrewardhewon’tesquecerá
forgetyouandallyourkindnesstohim.”“Ah,
pobre
poorJames!”saidEliza.
“Hewas
não
nogreattroubletous.Youwouldn’t
ouviria
hearhiminthehouseanymais
morethannow.Still,I
sei
knowhe’sgoneandalltothat....”“It’s
quando
whenit’salloverthatyou’llsaudades
misshim,”saidmyaunt.“I
sei
knowthat,”saidEliza.“Iwon’tbe
trarei
bringinghiminhiscupofbeef-teaanymore,noryou,ma’am,enviar
sendinghimhissnuff.Ah,
pobre
poorJames!”Shestopped,as
se
ifshewerecommuningwitho
thepastandthensaidshrewdly:.“Mindyou,Inoticedtherewas
algo
somethingqueercomingoverhimlatterly.WheneverI’d
trazia
bringinhissouptohimthereI’dencontrava
findhimwithhisbreviarycaído
fallentothefloor,lyingcostas
backinthechairandhismouthopen.”Shelaid
um
afingeragainsthernosee
andfrowned:thenshecontinued:.
“But
ainda
stillandallhekeptondizer
sayingthatbeforethesummerwasoverhe’diria
gooutforadriveonefinedia
dayjusttoseetheoldcasa
houseagainwhereweweretodos
allborndowninIrishtowne
andtakemeandNanniecom
withhim.Ifwecouldonlygetoneofthemnew-fangledcarriages
que
thatmakesnonoisethatPadre
FatherO’Rourketoldhimabout,themcom
withtherheumaticwheels,forthedia
daycheap—hesaid,atJohnnyRush’soverthewayali
thereanddriveoutthetrês
threeofustogetherofaSundayevening.He
tinha
hadhismindsetonthat....Pobre
PoorJames!”“TheLordhavemercyonhissoul!”
disse
saidmyaunt.Elizatookoutherhandkerchief
e
andwipedhereyeswithele
it.Thensheputitbackagaininherpocket
e
andgazedintotheemptygrateforalgum
sometimewithoutspeaking.