I
Inmyyounger
e
andmorevulnerableyearsmypadre
fathergavemesomeadviceche
thatI’vebeenturningoverinmymente
mindeversince.“Wheneveryoufeellikecriticizinganyone,”he
detto
toldme,“justrememberthattutte
allthepeopleinthismondo
worldhaven’thadtheadvantagesche
thatyou’vehad.”Hedidn’t
detto
sayanymore,butwe’vesempre
alwaysbeenunusuallycommunicativeinareservedmodo
way,andIunderstoodthathedetto
meantagreatdealmorethanthat.Inconsequence,I’minclinedtoreserve
tutti
alljudgements,ahabitthatha
hasopenedupmanycuriousnaturestomee
andalsomademethevictimofnotun
afewveteranbores.Theabnormal
mente
mindisquicktodetecte
andattachitselftothisqualityquando
whenitappearsinanormalperson,e
andsoitcameaboutche
thatincollegeIwasunjustlyaccusedofbeingapolitician,perché
becauseIwasprivytothesecretgriefsofwild,unknownmen.Maggior parte
Mostoftheconfidenceswereunsought—frequentlyIho
havefeignedsleep,preoccupation,orahostilelevityquando
whenIrealizedbysomeunmistakablesegno
signthatanintimaterevelationwasquiveringonla
thehorizon;fortheintimaterevelationsof
giovani
youngmen,oratleastthetermsincui
whichtheyexpressthem,areusuallyplagiaristice
andmarredbyobvioussuppressions.Reservingjudgementsis
una
amatterofinfinitehope.Iam
ancora
stillalittleafraidofperdere
missingsomethingifIforgetche
that,asmyfathersnobbishlysuggested,e
andIsnobbishlyrepeat,asenseofthefundamentaldecenciesisparcelledoutunequallyatbirth.E
And,afterboastingthiswayofmytolerance,Icometotheadmissionche
thatithasalimit.Conductmaybefoundedon
la
thehardrockorthewetmarshes,ma
butafteracertainpointIdon’tcarewhatit’sfoundedsu
on.WhenIcamebackfrom
il
theEastlastautumnIsentito
feltthatIwantedthemondo
worldtobeinuniforme
andatasortofmoralattentionforever;Iwanted
non
nomoreriotousexcursionswithprivilegedglimpsesintotheumano
humanheart.OnlyGatsby,themanwho
dà
giveshisnametothislibro
book,wasexemptfrommyreaction—Gatsby,whorepresentedtutto
everythingforwhichIhaveun
anunaffectedscorn.Ifpersonalityisanunbrokenseriesofsuccessfulgestures,thentherewas
qualcosa
somethinggorgeousabouthim,someheightenedsensitivitytothepromisesofvita
life,asifhewererelatedtooneofthoseintricatemachinesche
thatregisterearthquakestenthousandmilesaway.Questa
Thisresponsivenesshadnothingtofare
dowiththatflabbyimpressionabilitywhichisdignifiedsotto
underthenameofthe“creativetemperament”—itwasanextraordinarygiftforsperanza
hope,aromanticreadinesssuchasIhaveneverfoundinanyotherpersone
andwhichitisnotlikelyIshalleverfindagain.No—Gatsbyturnedout
tutto
allrightattheend;itiswhatpreyedonGatsby,whatfouldustfloatedinthe
scia
wakeofhisdreamsthattemporarilychiuso
closedoutmyinterestintheabortivesorrowse
andshort-windedelationsofmen.My
famiglia
familyhavebeenprominent,well-to-dopeopleinquesta
thisMiddleWesterncityfortre
threegenerations.TheCarrawaysaresomethingofaclan,
e
andwehaveatraditionthatwe’redescendedfromtheDukesofBuccleuch,ma
buttheactualfounderofmylinea
linewasmygrandfather’sbrother,whovenne
camehereinfifty-one,sentasubstitutetotheCivilGuerra
War,andstartedthewholesalehardwarebusinessthatmypadre
fathercarriesontoday.Inever
visto
sawthisgreat-uncle,butI’msupposedtolooklikehim—withparticolare
specialreferencetotheratherhard-boiledpaintingche
thathangsinfather’soffice.IgraduatedfromNewHavenin1915,
appena
justaquarterofacenturyaftermypadre
father,andalittlelaterIparticipatedinthatdelayedTeutonicmigrationknownasla
theGreatWar.Ienjoyed
il
thecounter-raidsothoroughlythatIcamebackrestless.Insteadofbeing
il
thewarmcentreofthemondo
world,theMiddleWestnowseemedlikeil
theraggededgeoftheuniverse—soIdecidedtoandare
goEastandlearnthebondbusiness.Tutti
EverybodyIknewwasinthebondaffari
business,soIsupposeditcouldsupportun
onemoresingleman.Allmyaunts
e
andunclestalkeditoverasse
iftheywerechoosingaprepscuola
schoolforme,andfinallydissero
said,“Why—ye-es,”withverygrave,hesitantfaces.Padre
Fatheragreedtofinancemeforun
ayear,andaftervariousdelaysIvenni
cameEast,permanently,Ithought,inthespringoftwenty-two.Thepractical
cosa
thingwastofindroomsinthecity,ma
butitwasawarmseason,e
andIhadjustleftacountryofwidelawnse
andfriendlytrees,sowhenagiovane
youngmanattheofficesuggestedche
thatwetakeahouseinsieme
togetherinacommutingtown,itsembrava
soundedlikeagreatidea.He
trovò
foundthehouse,aweather-beatencardboardbungalowateightyun
amonth,butatthelastminuto
minutethefirmorderedhimtoWashington,e
andIwentouttola
thecountryalone.Ihadadog—at
almeno
leastIhadhimforaqualche
fewdaysuntilheranaway—andanvecchio
oldDodgeandaFinnishdonna
woman,whomademybede
andcookedbreakfastandmutteredFinnishwisdomtoherselfsopra
overtheelectricstove.Itwaslonelyfora
giorno
dayorsountilonemattina
morningsomeman,morerecentlyarriveddi
thanI,stoppedmeontheroad.“Howdoyou
arriva
gettoWestEggvillage?”he
chiese
askedhelplessly.Itoldhim.
E
AndasIwalkedonIwaslonelynon
nolonger.Iwasaguide,apathfinder,anoriginalsettler.
He
aveva
hadcasuallyconferredonmela
thefreedomoftheneighbourhood.E
Andsowiththesunshinee
andthegreatburstsofleavesgrowingonthetrees,proprio
justasthingsgrowinfastmovies,Iavevo
hadthatfamiliarconvictionthatvita
lifewasbeginningoveragainwiththesummer.Therewassomuchto
leggere
read,foronething,andsomuchfinehealthtobepulledgiù
downoutoftheyoungbreath-givingair.I
comprai
boughtadozenvolumesonbankinge
andcreditandinvestmentsecurities,e
andtheystoodonmyshelfinrosso
redandgoldlikenewdenaro
moneyfromthemint,promisingtounfoldi
theshiningsecretsthatonlyMidase
andMorganandMaecenasknew.E
AndIhadthehighintentionofleggere
readingmanyotherbooksbesides.Iwasratherliteraryincollege—one
anno
yearIwroteaseriesofverysolemne
andobviouseditorialsfortheYaleNews—andora
nowIwasgoingtobringbackallsuchthingsintomyvita
lifeandbecomeagainthatpiù
mostlimitedofallspecialists,il
the“well-roundedman.”Thisisn’t
solo
justanepigram—lifeismuchpiù
moresuccessfullylookedatfromasinglewindow,dopo
afterall.Itwasa
questione
matterofchancethatIshouldavessi
haverentedahouseinoneofthestrangestcommunitiesinNorthAmerica.ItwasonthatslenderriotousislandwhichextendsitselfdueeastofNewYork—and
dove
wherethereare,amongothernaturalcuriosities,due
twounusualformationsofland.Twentymilesfrom
il
thecityapairofenormouseggs,identicalincontoure
andseparatedonlybyacourtesybay,jutoutintoil
themostdomesticatedbodyofsaltacqua
waterintheWesternhemisphere,il
thegreatwetbarnyardofLongIslandSound.Theyarenotperfectovals—liketheeggintheColumbus
storia
story,theyarebothcrushedflatatthecontactend—buttheirphysicalresemblancedeve
mustbeasourceofperpetualwondertothegullsche
thatflyoverhead.Tothewingless
un
amoreinterestingphenomenonistheirdissimilarityinogni
everyparticularexceptshapeandsize.I
vivevo
livedatWestEgg,the—well,il
thelessfashionableofthedue
two,thoughthisisapiù
mostsuperficialtagtoexpressil
thebizarreandnotalittlesinistercontrasttra
betweenthem.Myhousewasat
la
theverytipoftheegg,onlyfiftyyardsfromla
theSound,andsqueezedbetweendue
twohugeplacesthatrentedfortwelveo
orfifteenthousandaseason.Theoneonmy
destra
rightwasacolossalaffairbyqualsiasi
anystandard—itwasafactualimitationofsomeHôteldeVilleinNormandy,withatowerononelato
side,spankingnewunderathinbeardofrawivy,e
andamarbleswimmingpool,e
andmorethanfortyacresoflawne
andgarden.ItwasGatsby’smansion.
O
Or,rather,asIdidn’tknowMr.Gatsby,itwasun
amansioninhabitedbyagentlemanofthatnome
name.Myownhousewasaneyesore,
ma
butitwasasmalleyesore,e
andithadbeenoverlooked,soIavevo
hadaviewofthewater,apartialviewofmyneighbour’slawn,e
andtheconsolingproximityofmillionaires—allforeightydollarsamonth.AcrossthecourtesybaythewhitepalacesoffashionableEastEggglittered
lungo
alongthewater,andthehistoryofthesummerdavvero
reallybeginsontheeveningIdroveovertheretohavecena
dinnerwiththeTomBuchanans.Daisywasmysecondcousinonceremoved,
e
andI’dknownTomincollege.E
AndjustafterthewarIspentdue
twodayswiththeminChicago.Her
marito
husband,amongvariousphysicalaccomplishments,abbiano
hadbeenoneofthepiù
mostpowerfulendsthatevergiocato
playedfootballatNewHaven—anationalfigureinaway,oneofthosemenwhoreachsuchanacutelimitedexcellenceattwenty-onethattutto
everythingafterwardsavoursofanticlimax.His
famiglia
familywereenormouslywealthy—evenincollegehisfreedomwithsoldi
moneywasamatterforreproach—butora
nowhe’dleftChicagoandvenuto
comeEastinafashionche
thatrathertookyourbreathaway:forinstance,he’d
portato
broughtdownastringofpoloponiesfromLakeForest.Itwas
difficile
hardtorealizethatauomo
maninmyowngenerationwaswealthyabbastanza
enoughtodothat.Whythey
venuti
cameEastIdon’tknow.They
avevano
hadspentayearinFrancefornoparticularragione
reason,andthendriftedheree
andthereunrestfullywhereverpeoplegiocasse
playedpoloandwererichinsieme
together.Thiswasapermanent
mossa
move,saidDaisyoverthetelephone,ma
butIdidn’tbelieveit—Iavevo
hadnosightintoDaisy’scuore
heart,butIfeltthatTomwoulddriftonforeverseeking,alittlewistfully,forla
thedramaticturbulenceofsomeirrecoverablefootballgame.E
Andsoithappenedthatonuna
awarmwindyeveningIdroveovertoEastEggtoseedue
twooldfriendswhomIscarcelyknewatall.Their
casa
housewasevenmoreelaboratethanIexpected,un
acheerfulred-and-whiteGeorgianColonialmansion,overlookingla
thebay.Thelawnstartedatthebeach
e
andrantowardsthefrontporta
doorforaquarterofun
amile,jumpingoversundialse
andbrickwalksandburninggardens—finallyquando
whenitreachedthehousedriftingsu per
upthesideinbrightvinesasthoughfromthemomentumofitsrun.The
anteriore
frontwasbrokenbyalineofFrenchwindows,glowingora
nowwithreflectedgoldandwideopentothewarmwindyafternoon,e
andTomBuchananinridingclotheswasstava
standingwithhislegsapartontheanteriore
frontporch.HehadchangedsincehisNewHavenyears.
Ora
Nowhewasasturdystraw-haireduomo
manofthirty,witharatherhardmouthe
andasuperciliousmanner.Twoshiningarroganteyes
avevano
hadestablisheddominanceoverhisviso
faceandgavehimtheappearanceofsempre
alwaysleaningaggressivelyforward.Not
nemmeno
eventheeffeminateswankofhisridingclothescouldhidetheenormouspowerofthatbody—heseemedtofillthoseglisteningbootsuntilhestrainedthesuperiore
toplacing,andyoucouldvedere
seeagreatpackofmuscleshiftingquando
whenhisshouldermovedunderhisthincoat.Itwas
un
abodycapableofenormousleverage—acruelcorpo
body.Hisspeakingvoice,agruffhuskytenor,addedto
la
theimpressionoffractiousnessheconveyed.Therewas
un
atouchofpaternalcontemptinit,eventowardpersone
peopleheliked—andthereweremenatNewHavenche
whohadhatedhisguts.“Now,don’t
pensare
thinkmyopiniononthesemattersisfinal,”heseemedtodire
say,“justbecauseI’mstrongere
andmoreofamanthanyouare.”Wewereinthesameseniorsociety,
e
andwhilewewereneverintimateIsempre
alwayshadtheimpressionthatheapprovedofmee
andwantedmetolikehimwithsomeharsh,defiantwistfulnessofhisown.We
parlato
talkedforafewminutesonthesunnyporch.“I’vegot
un
aniceplacehere,”hedisse
said,hiseyesflashingaboutrestlessly.Turningmearoundbyonearm,he
spostò
movedabroadflathandlungo
alongthefrontvista,includinginitssweepasunkenItaliangarden,amezzo
halfacreofdeep,pungentroses,e
andasnub-nosedmotorboatthatbumpedthetideoffshore.“ItbelongedtoDemaine,theoilman.”
He
girato
turnedmearoundagain,politelye
andabruptly.“We’llgoinside.”
We
camminammo
walkedthroughahighhallwayintoun
abrightrosy-colouredspace,fragilelyboundintole
thehousebyFrenchwindowsateitherend.Thewindowswereajar
e
andgleamingwhiteagainstthefreshgrassfuori
outsidethatseemedtogrowun
alittlewayintothecasa
house.Abreezeblewthroughtheroom,blewcurtainsinatoneend
e
andouttheotherlikepaleflags,twistingthemuptowardthefrostedwedding-cakeoftheceiling,e
andthenrippledoverthewine-colouredrug,makingashadowonitaswinddoesonthesea.Theonlycompletelystationaryobjectintheroomwas
un
anenormouscouchonwhichdue
twoyoungwomenwerebuoyedupasthoughuponun
ananchoredballoon.Theywere
entrambe
bothinwhite,andtheirdresseswereripplinge
andflutteringasiftheyhadappena
justbeenblownbackindopo
afterashortflightaroundi
thehouse.Imusthavestoodfor
un
afewmomentslisteningtoil
thewhipandsnapofil
thecurtainsandthegroanofun
apictureonthewall.Then
ci
therewasaboomasTomBuchananchiudeva
shuttherearwindowsandthecatturato
caughtwinddiedoutabouttheroom,e
andthecurtainsandtherugse
andthetwoyoungwomenballoonedslowlytothefloor.Il
Theyoungerofthetwowasastrangertome
me.Shewasextendedfulllengthather
fine
endofthedivan,completelymotionless,e
andwithherchinraisedun
alittle,asifshewerebalancingqualcosa
somethingonitwhichwasabbastanza
quitelikelytofall.Ifshe
vedeva
sawmeoutofthecornerofhereyesshedava
gavenohintofit—indeed,Iwasquasi
almostsurprisedintomurmuringanapologyforhavingdisturbedherbycominga
in.Theothergirl,Daisy,
fece
madeanattempttorise—sheleanedslightlyforwardwithaconscientiousexpression—thenshelaughed,anabsurd,charminglittlelaugh,e
andIlaughedtooandcameforwardintotheroom.“I’mp-paralysedwithhappiness.”
Shelaughed
di nuovo
again,asifshesaidqualcosa
somethingverywitty,andheldmymano
handforamoment,lookingupintomyfaccia
face,promisingthattherewasnon
nooneintheworldshesomuchwantedtovedere
see.Thatwasawayshehad.
Shehintedin
un
amurmurthatthesurnameofil
thebalancinggirlwasBaker.(I’ve
sentito
hearditsaidthatDaisy’smurmurwassolo
onlytomakepeopleleantowardlei
her;anirrelevantcriticismthatmadeit
non
nolesscharming.)Atanyrate,
Signorina
MissBaker’slipsfluttered,shenoddedatmequasi
almostimperceptibly,andthenquicklytippedhertesta
headbackagain—theobjectshewasbalancingaveva
hadobviouslytotteredalittlee
andgivenhersomethingofun
afright.Againasortofapologyarosetomylips.
Quasi
Almostanyexhibitionofcompleteself-sufficiencydrawsun
astunnedtributefromme.I
guardai
lookedbackatmycousin,che
whobegantoaskmequestionsinherlow,thrillingvoice.Itwas
il
thekindofvoicethatil
theearfollowsupandgiù
down,asifeachspeechisun
anarrangementofnotesthatwillneverbeplayedagain.Her
viso
facewassadandlovelywithbrightthingsinesso
it,brighteyesandabrightpassionatemouth,ma
buttherewasanexcitementinhervoicethatmenwhohadcaredforhertrovato
founddifficulttoforget:asingingcompulsion,awhispered“Listen,”a
promessa
promisethatshehaddonegay,excitingthingsjustawhilesincee
andthatthereweregay,excitingthingshoveringinthenexthour.I
dissi
toldherhowIhadfermato
stoppedoffinChicagoforagiorno
dayonmywayEast,e
andhowadozenpeopleavevano
hadsenttheirlovethroughme.“Dotheymissme?”
shecriedecstatically.
“Thewhole
città
townisdesolate.Allthecars
hanno
havetheleftrearwheelpaintednero
blackasamourningwreath,e
andthere’sapersistentwailtutte
allnightalongthenorthshore.”“Howgorgeous!
Let’sgo
indietro
back,Tom.Tomorrow!”
Thensheaddedirrelevantly:
“Yououghtto
vedere
seethebaby.”“I’dliketo.”
“She’sasleep.
She’s
tre
threeyearsold.Haven’tyoueverseenher?”
“Never.”
“Well,yououghttoseeher.
She’s—”.
TomBuchanan,
che
whohadbeenhoveringrestlesslyaboutla
theroom,stoppedandrestedhismano
handonmyshoulder.“Whatyou
facendo
doing,Nick?”“I’mabondman.”
“Whowith?”
I
detto
toldhim.“Neverheardofthem,”heremarkeddecisively.
Questo
Thisannoyedme.“Youwill,”I
risposi
answeredshortly.“Youwillifyou
resti
stayintheEast.”“Oh,I’llstayintheEast,don’tyouworry,”he
disse
said,glancingatDaisyandthenbackatme
me,asifhewerealertforqualcosa
somethingmore.“I’dbeaGoddamnedfoolto
vivessi
liveanywhereelse.”Atthis
punto
pointMissBakersaid:“Absolutely!”
with
tale
suchsuddennessthatIstarted—itwasla
thefirstwordshehadutteredsinceIcameintola
theroom.Evidentlyitsurprisedheras
quanto
muchasitdidme,forsheyawnede
andwithaseriesofrapid,deftmovementsstoodupintotheroom.“I’mstiff,”shecomplained,“I’vebeenlyingonthatsofaforaslongasIcanremember.”
“Don’t
cercato
lookatme,”Daisyretorted,“I’vebeentryingtogetyoutoNewYorktutto
allafternoon.”“No,thanks,”said
Signorina
MissBakertothefourcocktailsappena
justinfromthepantry.“I’mabsolutelyintraining.”
Herhost
guardò
lookedatherincredulously.“Youare!”
He
preso
tookdownhisdrinkasse
ifitwereadropinil
thebottomofaglass.“Howyoueverget
qualcosa
anythingdoneisbeyondme.”I
guardato
lookedatMissBaker,wonderingwhatitwasshe“gotdone.”Ienjoyedlookingather.
Shewasaslender,small-breasted
ragazza
girl,withanerectcarriage,che
whichsheaccentuatedbythrowinghercorpo
bodybackwardattheshoulderscome
likeayoungcadet.Hergreysun-strainedeyes
guardavano
lookedbackatmewithpolitereciprocalcuriosityoutofun
awan,charming,discontentedface.Itoccurredtomenow
che
thatIhadseenher,o
orapictureofher,somewhereprima
before.“YouliveinWestEgg,”sheremarkedcontemptuously.
“Iknow
qualcuno
somebodythere.”“Idon’tknowasingle—”.
“You
devi
mustknowGatsby.”“Gatsby?”
demandedDaisy.
“WhatGatsby?”
Prima
BeforeIcouldreplythathewasmyneighbourcena
dinnerwasannounced;wedginghistensearmimperatively
sotto
undermine,TomBuchanancompelledmefromil
theroomasthoughhewerespostando
movingacheckertoanothersquare.Slenderly,languidly,theirhandssetlightlyontheirhips,the
due
twoyoungwomenprecededusoutontoun
arosy-colouredporch,opentowardthesunset,dove
wherefourcandlesflickeredonthetableinthediminishedwind.“Whycandles?”
objectedDaisy,frowning.
Shesnappedthemoutwithherfingers.
“In
due
twoweeksit’llbethelongestgiorno
dayintheyear.”Shelookedatus
tutti
allradiantly.“Doyoualwayswatchfor
il
thelongestdayoftheyeare
andthenmissit?I
sempre
alwayswatchforthelongestgiorno
dayintheyearandthenperdo
missit.”“Weoughtto
pianificare
plansomething,”yawnedMissBaker,sittingdownatla
thetableasifsheweregettingintoletto
bed.“Allright,”saidDaisy.
“What’llweplan?”
Sheturnedtomehelplessly:
“Whatdopeopleplan?”
Prima
BeforeIcouldanswerhereyesfasteneddi
withanawedexpressiononherlittlefinger.“Look!”
shecomplained;
“I
ferito
hurtit.”Wealllooked—theknucklewasblack
e
andblue.“Youdidit,Tom,”she
disse
saidaccusingly.“Iknowyoudidn’tmeanto,
ma
butyoudiddoit.That’swhatIgetformarrying
un
abruteofaman,un
agreat,big,hulkingphysicalspecimenofa—”.“Ihatethatword‘hulking,’ ”objectedTomcrossly,“eveninkidding.”
“Hulking,”insistedDaisy.
A volte
SometimessheandMissBakerparlavano
talkedatonce,unobtrusivelyandwithun
abanteringinconsequencethatwasneverquitechatter,che
thatwasascoolastheirwhitedressese
andtheirimpersonaleyesintheabsenceofalldesire.Theywere
qui
here,andtheyacceptedTome
andme,makingonlyapolitepleasantefforttoentertaino
ortobeentertained.They
sapevano
knewthatpresentlydinnerwouldbepiù
overandalittlelaterla
theeveningtoowouldbepiù
overandcasuallyputaway.Itwassharply
diverso
differentfromtheWest,whereaneveningwashurriedfromphasetophasetowardsitsclose,inacontinuallydisappointedanticipationo
orelseinsheernervousdreadofthemomento
momentitself.“Youmakeme
sentire
feeluncivilized,Daisy,”Iconfessedonmysecondglassofcorkyma
butratherimpressiveclaret.“Can’tyou
parlare
talkaboutcropsorsomething?”Imeant
nulla
nothinginparticularbythisremark,ma
butitwastakenupinanunexpectedmodo
way.“Civilization’sgoingtopieces,”brokeoutTomviolently.
“I’vegottentobe
un
aterriblepessimistaboutthings.Hai
HaveyoureadTheRiseoftheColouredEmpiresbythismanGoddard?”“Why,no,”I
risposi
answered,rathersurprisedbyhistone.“Well,it’s
un
afinebook,andeverybodyoughttoreadit.La
Theideaisifwedon’tlookoutla
thewhiteracewillbe—willbeutterlysubmerged.It’s
tutto
allscientificstuff;it’sbeenproved.”