I
Inmyyounger
dan
andmorevulnerableyearsmyayah
fathergavemesomeadvicethatI’vebeenturningoverinmypikiran
mindeversince.“Wheneveryou
merasa
feellikecriticizinganyone,”hetoldsaya
me,“justrememberthatallthepeopleinini
thisworldhaven’thadtheadvantagesthatyou’vehad.”Hedidn’t
mengatakan
sayanymore,butwe’vealwaysbeenunusuallycommunicativeinareservedcara
way,andIunderstoodthatheberarti
meantagreatdealmoredari
thanthat.Inconsequence,I’minclinedtoreserve
semua
alljudgements,ahabitthathasmembuka
openedupmanycuriousnaturestomedan
andalsomademethekorban
victimofnotafewveteran
veteranbores.Theabnormalmindis
cepat
quicktodetectandattachitselftoini
thisqualitywhenitappearsinanormalperson,dan
andsoitcameaboutbahwa
thatincollegeIwasunjustlyaccusedofbeingapolitician,karena
becauseIwasprivytotherahasia
secretgriefsofwild,unknownmen.Sebagian besar
Mostoftheconfidenceswereunsought—frequentlyItelah
havefeignedsleep,preoccupation,orabermusuhan
hostilelevitywhenIrealizedbybeberapa
someunmistakablesignthatanintim
intimaterevelationwasquiveringonthecakrawala
horizon;fortheintimaterevelationsofyoungmen,
atau
oratleastthetermsinwhichtheyexpressthem,arebiasanya
usuallyplagiaristicandmarredbyjelas
obvioussuppressions.Reservingjudgementsisa
masalah
matterofinfinitehope.Iam
masih
stillalittleafraidofmissingsesuatu
somethingifIforgetthat,asmyayah
fathersnobbishlysuggested,andIsnobbishlyrepeat,arasa
senseofthefundamentaldecenciesisparcelledoutunequallyatlahir
birth.And,afterboastingthis
cara
wayofmytolerance,Idatang
cometotheadmissionthatitmemiliki
hasalimit.Conductmaybefoundedonthe
keras
hardrockorthewetmarshes,tapi
butafteracertainpointIdon’tpeduli
carewhatit’sfoundedon.Ketika
WhenIcamebackfromtheTimur
EastlastautumnIfeltbahwa
thatIwantedtheworldtobeinseragam
uniformandatasortofmoral
moralattentionforever;Iwanted
tidak
nomoreriotousexcursionswithistimewa
privilegedglimpsesintothehumanhati
heart.OnlyGatsby,themanwho
memberikan
giveshisnametothisbuku
book,wasexemptfrommyreaction—Gatsby,whomewakili
representedeverythingforwhichImemiliki
haveanunaffectedscorn.If
kepribadian
personalityisanunbrokenseriesofsukses
successfulgestures,thentherewassesuatu
somethinggorgeousabouthim,someheightenedsensitivitas
sensitivitytothepromisesofkehidupan
life,asifhewereterkait
relatedtooneofthoserumit
intricatemachinesthatregisterearthquakessepuluh
tenthousandmilesaway.Thisresponsivenesshadnothingtodo
dengan
withthatflabbyimpressionabilitywhichisdignifiedbawah
underthenameofthe“creativetemperament”—itwasanluar biasa
extraordinarygiftforhope,aromantis
romanticreadinesssuchasIhavepernah
neverfoundinanyotherorang
personandwhichitisnotmungkin
likelyIshalleverfindlagi
again.No—Gatsbyturnedoutallrightattheend;
itiswhatpreyedonGatsby,whatfoul
debu
dustfloatedinthewakeofhisdreamsthatsementara
temporarilyclosedoutmyinterestintheabortivesorrowsdan
andshort-windedelationsofmen.My
keluarga
familyhavebeenprominent,well-to-doorang
peopleinthisMiddleWesternkota
cityforthreegenerations.TheCarrawaysare
sesuatu
somethingofaclan,andwememiliki
haveatraditionthatwe’returun
descendedfromtheDukesofBuccleuch,tapi
buttheactualfounderofmygaris
linewasmygrandfather’sbrother,whodatang
camehereinfifty-one,sentapengganti
substitutetotheCivilWar,dan
andstartedthewholesalehardwarebisnis
businessthatmyfathercarriesonhari
today.Ineversawthisgreat-uncle,
tapi
butI’msupposedtolookseperti
likehim—withspecialreferencetotheagak
ratherhard-boiledpaintingthathangsinfather’skantor
office.IgraduatedfromNewHavenin1915,
hanya
justaquarterofaabad
centuryaftermyfather,andasedikit
littlelaterIparticipatedinthatdelayedTeutonicmigrasi
migrationknownastheGreatPerang
War.Ienjoyedthecounter-raidsothoroughly
itu
thatIcamebackrestless.Insteadofbeing
yang
thewarmcentreofthedunia
world,theMiddleWestnowtampak
seemedliketheraggededgeofyang
theuniverse—soIdecidedtopergi
goEastandlearntheobligasi
bondbusiness.EverybodyIknewwasin
yang
thebondbusiness,soIkira
supposeditcouldsupportonelagi
moresingleman.Allmyaunts
dan
andunclestalkeditoverasiftheywerememilih
choosingaprepschoolforme,dan
andfinallysaid,“Why—ye-es,”withsangat
verygrave,hesitantfaces.Father
setuju
agreedtofinancemeforasetahun
year,andaftervariousdelaysIdatang
cameEast,permanently,Ithought,inthemusim semi
springoftwenty-two.Thepractical
hal
thingwastofindroomsinthecity,tetapi
butitwasawarmmusim
season,andIhadjustleftanegara
countryofwidelawnsandramah
friendlytrees,sowhenayoungmanatthekantor
officesuggestedthatwetakearumah
housetogetherinacommutingtown,itterdengar
soundedlikeagreatidea.He
menemukan
foundthehouse,aweather-beatenkardus
cardboardbungalowateightyabulan
month,butatthelastmenit
minutethefirmorderedhimtoWashington,dan
andIwentouttoyang
thecountryalone.Ihad
seorang
adog—atleastIhadhimforseorang
afewdaysuntilheranaway—andantua
oldDodgeandaFinnishwanita
woman,whomademybeddan
andcookedbreakfastandmutteredFinnishkebijaksanaan
wisdomtoherselfoverthelistrik
electricstove.Itwaslonelyfora
sehari
dayorsountilonepagi
morningsomeman,morerecentlytiba
arrivedthanI,stoppedmeonthejalan
road.“Howdoyougetto
West
WestEggvillage?”heaskedhelplessly.
Itoldhim.
Dan
AndasIwalkedonIwaskesepian
lonelynolonger.Iwas
seorang
aguide,apathfinder,anasli
originalsettler.Hehadcasuallyconferredonmethe
kebebasan
freedomoftheneighbourhood.Andso
dengan
withthesunshineandthebesar
greatburstsofleavesgrowingonthetrees,justasthingstumbuh
growinfastmovies,Imemiliki
hadthatfamiliarconvictionthathidup
lifewasbeginningoveragaindengan
withthesummer.Therewasso
banyak
muchtoread,foronehal
thing,andsomuchfinekesehatan
healthtobepulleddownkeluar
outoftheyoungbreath-givingudara
air.Iboughtadozenvolumeson
perbankan
bankingandcreditandinvestmentsecurities,dan
andtheystoodonmyrak
shelfinredandgoldseperti
likenewmoneyfromthemint
mint,promisingtounfoldtheshiningsecretsthathanya
onlyMidasandMorganandMaecenastahu
knew.AndIhadthe
tinggi
highintentionofreadingmanylain
otherbooksbesides.Iwas
agak
ratherliteraryincollege—oneyearImenulis
wroteaseriesofverysolemndan
andobviouseditorialsfortheYaleNews—andsekarang
nowIwasgoingtomembawa
bringbackallsuchthingsintomyhidup
lifeandbecomeagainthatpaling
mostlimitedofallspecialists,the“well-roundedman.”Ini
Thisisn’tjustanepigram—lifeisjauh
muchmoresuccessfullylookedatfromasatu
singlewindow,afterall.Itwas
sebuah
amatterofchancethatIharus
shouldhaverentedahouseinoneofthestrangestcommunitiesinUtara
NorthAmerica.Itwasonthat
ramping
slenderriotousislandwhichextendsitselfdueeastofNewYork—andwhereada
thereare,amongothernaturalcuriosities,dua
twounusualformationsofland.Twentymilesfromthe
kota
cityapairofenormouseggs,identik
identicalincontourandseparatedhanya
onlybyacourtesybay,jutkeluar
outintothemostdomesticatedbadan
bodyofsaltwaterintheBarat
Westernhemisphere,thegreatwetbarnyardofLongIslandSound.Theyarenot
sempurna
perfectovals—liketheeggintheColumbuscerita
story,theyarebothcrushedrata
flatatthecontactend—buttheirfisik
physicalresemblancemustbeasumber
sourceofperpetualwondertothegullsthatterbang
flyoverhead.Tothewinglessa
lebih
moreinterestingphenomenonistheirdissimilarityinsetiap
everyparticularexceptshapeandukuran
size.IlivedatWestEgg,the—well,
yang
thelessfashionableofthetwo,meskipun
thoughthisisamostdangkal
superficialtagtoexpresstheaneh
bizarreandnotalittlemenyeramkan
sinistercontrastbetweenthem.My
rumah
housewasattheveryujung
tipoftheegg,onlyfiftyyardsfromtheSound,dan
andsqueezedbetweentwohugeplacesthatrentedfortwelveatau
orfifteenthousandaseason.Yang
Theoneonmyrightwasakolosal
colossalaffairbyanystandard—itwasafactualtiruan
imitationofsomeHôteldeVilleinNormandy,withamenara
towerononeside,spankingbaru
newunderathinbeardofmentah
rawivy,andamarbleswimmingpool,dan
andmorethanfortyacresofrumput
lawnandgarden.ItwasGatsby’s
mansion
mansion.Or,rather,asIdidn’t
tahu
knowMr.Gatsby,itwasamansioninhabitedbyapria
gentlemanofthatname.My
memiliki
ownhousewasaneyesore,tapi
butitwasasmalleyesore,dan
andithadbeenoverlooked,soImemiliki
hadaviewoftheair
water,apartialviewofmyneighbour’slawn,dan
andtheconsolingproximityofmillionaires—allforeightydollarsasebulan
month.Acrossthecourtesybay
yang
thewhitepalacesoffashionableEastEggglitteredsepanjang
alongthewater,andthesejarah
historyofthesummerreallybeginsonyang
theeveningIdroveoversana
theretohavedinnerwithyang
theTomBuchanans.Daisywasmy
kedua
secondcousinonceremoved,andI’dtahu
knownTomincollege.Andjust
setelah
afterthewarIspentdua
twodayswiththeminChicago.Herhusband,
antara
amongvariousphysicalaccomplishments,hadbeenoneofthepaling
mostpowerfulendsthateverbermain
playedfootballatNewHaven—anasional
nationalfigureinaway,oneofthosemenwhomencapai
reachsuchanacutelimitedkeunggulan
excellenceattwenty-onethateverythingafterwardsavoursofanticlimax.Hisfamilywereenormouslywealthy—evenin
perguruan tinggi
collegehisfreedomwithmoneywasamasalah
matterforreproach—butnowhe’dmeninggalkan
leftChicagoandcomeEastinafashionyang
thatrathertookyourbreathaway:for
misalnya
instance,he’dbroughtdownastringofpoloponiesfromLakeForest.Itwas
sulit
hardtorealizethatapria
maninmyowngenerationwaskaya
wealthyenoughtodothat.Mengapa
WhytheycameEastIdon’ttahu
know.Theyhadspenta
tahun
yearinFrancefornokhusus
particularreason,andthendriftedsini
hereandthereunrestfullywhereverorang
peopleplayedpoloandwerekaya
richtogether.Thiswasa
permanen
permanentmove,saidDaisyoverthetelepon
telephone,butIdidn’tbelieveit—Imemiliki
hadnosightintoDaisy’shati
heart,butIfeltthatTomakan
woulddriftonforeverseeking,asedikit
littlewistfully,forthedramaticturbulenceofbeberapa
someirrecoverablefootballgame.Andsoit
terjadi
happenedthatonawarmberangin
windyeveningIdroveovertoEastEggtomelihat
seetwooldfriendswhomIhampir
scarcelyknewatall.Their
rumah
housewasevenmoreelaboratedari
thanIexpected,acheerfulred-and-whiteGeorgianKolonial
Colonialmansion,overlookingthebay.The
rumput
lawnstartedatthebeachdan
andrantowardsthefrontpintu
doorforaquarterofamil
mile,jumpingoversundialsandbrickberjalan
walksandburninggardens—finallywhenitmencapai
reachedthehousedriftingupthesisi
sideinbrightvinesasthoughfromthemomentumofitsrun.The
depan
frontwasbrokenbyagaris
lineofFrenchwindows,glowingsekarang
nowwithreflectedgoldandlebar
wideopentothewarmberangin
windyafternoon,andTomBuchananinridingpakaian
clotheswasstandingwithhislegsterpisah
apartonthefrontporch.Hehad
berubah
changedsincehisNewHavenyears.Sekarang
Nowhewasasturdystraw-hairedpria
manofthirty,withaagak
ratherhardmouthandasupercilioussikap
manner.Twoshiningarroganteyeshadestablisheddominanceoverhisface
dan
andgavehimtheappearanceofselalu
alwaysleaningaggressivelyforward.Not
bahkan
eventheeffeminateswankofhisridingpakaian
clothescouldhidetheenormouskekuatan
powerofthatbody—heseemedtomengisi
fillthoseglisteningbootsuntilhestrainedtheatas
toplacing,andyoucouldmelihat
seeagreatpackofotot
muscleshiftingwhenhisshoulderbergerak
movedunderhisthincoat.Itwasa
tubuh
bodycapableofenormousleverage—akejam
cruelbody.Hisspeakingvoice,agruff
husky
huskytenor,addedtothekesan
impressionoffractiousnessheconveyed.Ada
Therewasatouchofpaternalpenghinaan
contemptinit,eventowardpeopleheliked—andada
thereweremenatNewHavenyang
whohadhatedhisguts.“Now,don’t
berpikir
thinkmyopiniononthesemattersisfinal,”heseemedtomengatakan
say,“justbecauseI’mstrongerdan
andmoreofamanthanyouare.”Wewereinthe
sama
sameseniorsociety,andwhilewewerepernah
neverintimateIalwayshadthekesan
impressionthatheapprovedofmedan
andwantedmetolikehimdengan
withsomeharsh,defiantwistfulnessofhismemiliki
own.Wetalkedfora
beberapa
fewminutesonthesunnyporch.“I’vegota
bagus
niceplacehere,”hesaid,hiseyesflashingaboutrestlessly.Turningmearoundby
satu
onearm,hemovedalebar
broadflathandalongthedepan
frontvista,includinginitsmenyapu
sweepasunkenItaliangarden,asetengah
halfacreofdeep,pungentroses,dan
andasnub-nosedmotorboatthatbumpedthepasang
tideoffshore.“ItbelongedtoDemaine,theoilman.”
Heturnedmearound
lagi
again,politelyandabruptly.“We’ll
masuk
goinside.”Wewalkedthrougha
tinggi
highhallwayintoabrightrosy-colouredruang
space,fragilelyboundintotherumah
housebyFrenchwindowsateitherend.Thewindowswereajar
dan
andgleamingwhiteagainstthesegar
freshgrassoutsidethatseemedtotumbuh
growalittlewayintotherumah
house.Abreezeblewthrough
yang
theroom,blewcurtainsinatsatu
oneendandoutthelain
otherlikepaleflags,twistingthemuptowardyang
thefrostedwedding-cakeofthelangit
ceiling,andthenrippledoveryang
thewine-colouredrug,makingabayangan
shadowonitaswinddoesonyang
thesea.Theonlycompletelystationary
benda
objectintheroomwasanbesar
enormouscouchonwhichtwomuda
youngwomenwerebuoyedupasthoughuponananchoredbalon
balloon.Theywerebothin
putih
white,andtheirdresseswereripplingdan
andflutteringasiftheyhadjustbeenblownkembali
backinafterashortpenerbangan
flightaroundthehouse.Imust
telah
havestoodforafewmomentsmendengarkan
listeningtothewhipandsnap
snapofthecurtainsandthegroanofagambar
pictureonthewall.Then
ada
therewasaboomasTomBuchananmenutup
shuttherearwindowsandyang
thecaughtwinddiedoutsekitar
abouttheroom,andthecurtainsdan
andtherugsandthedua
twoyoungwomenballoonedslowlytoyang
thefloor.Theyoungerof
yang
thetwowasastrangertome.Shewasextended
penuh
fulllengthatherendofthedivan,benar
completelymotionless,andwithherchinraisedasedikit
little,asifsheweremenyeimbangkan
balancingsomethingonitwhichwascukup
quitelikelytofall.Ifshe
melihat
sawmeoutofthesudut
cornerofhereyesshegavetidak
nohintofit—indeed,Iwashampir
almostsurprisedintomurmuringanapologyforhavingmengganggu
disturbedherbycomingin.Yang
Theothergirl,Daisy,madeanmencoba
attempttorise—sheleanedslightlyforwarddengan
withaconscientiousexpression—thenshelaughed,anabsurd,menawan
charminglittlelaugh,andIlaughedjuga
tooandcameforwardintoyang
theroom.“I’mp-paralysedwithhappiness.”
Shelaughed
lagi
again,asifshesaidsesuatu
somethingverywitty,andheldmytangan
handforamoment,lookingupintomywajah
face,promisingthattherewastidak
nooneintheworldshesobanyak
muchwantedtosee.Thatwasa
cara
wayshehad.Shehintedinamurmurthatthe
nama
surnameofthebalancinggirlwasBaker
Baker.(I’vehearditsaid
bahwa
thatDaisy’smurmurwasonlytomembuat
makepeopleleantowardher;anirrelevant
kritik
criticismthatmadeitnokurang
lesscharming.)Atanyrate,MissBaker’slipsfluttered,shenoddedatme
hampir
almostimperceptibly,andthenquicklytippedherheadkembali
backagain—theobjectshewasbalancinghadjelas
obviouslytotteredalittleandgivenhersesuatu
somethingofafright.Againa
semacam
sortofapologyarosetomylips.Hampir
Almostanyexhibitionofcompleteself-sufficiencymenarik
drawsastunnedtributefromme.I
melihat
lookedbackatmycousin,yang
whobegantoaskmequestionsinherrendah
low,thrillingvoice.Itwasthe
jenis
kindofvoicethatthetelinga
earfollowsupanddown,asifsetiap
eachspeechisanarrangementofnotesthatakan
willneverbeplayedagain.Herfacewas
sedih
sadandlovelywithbrightthingsinit,cerah
brighteyesandabrightpassionatemulut
mouth,buttherewasankegembiraan
excitementinhervoicethatmenwhohadcaredforherfoundsulit
difficulttoforget:asingingcompulsion,awhispered“Listen,”a
janji
promisethatshehaddonegay
gay,excitingthingsjustawhilesincedan
andthatthereweregay,menarik
excitingthingshoveringintheberikutnya
nexthour.Itoldher
bagaimana
howIhadstoppedoffinChicagoforasehari
dayonmywayEast,dan
andhowadozenpeoplehadmengirim
senttheirlovethroughme.“Dotheymissme?”
she
menangis
criedecstatically.“Thewholetownisdesolate.
All
yang
thecarshavetheleftbelakang
rearwheelpaintedblackasamourningkarangan bunga
wreath,andthere’sapersistentwailallmalam
nightalongthenorthshore.”“How
indah
gorgeous!Let’sgoback,Tom.
Tomorrow!”
Thenshe
menambahkan
addedirrelevantly:“Yououghtto
melihat
seethebaby.”“I’dliketo.”
“She’s
tidur
asleep.She’sthreeyearsold.
Haven’tyoueverseenher?”
“Never.”
“Well,yououghtto
melihat
seeher.She’s—”.
TomBuchanan,whohadbeenhoveringrestlessly
sekitar
abouttheroom,stoppedandrestedhishandonmybahu
shoulder.“Whatyoudoing,Nick?”
“I’m
seorang
abondman.”“Whowith?”
Itoldhim.
“Never
mendengar
heardofthem,”heremarkeddecisively.Ini
Thisannoyedme.“Youwill,”Iansweredshortly.
“You
akan
willifyoustayintheEast.”“Oh,I’ll
tinggal
stayintheEast,don’tyouworry,”hesaid,glancingatDaisy
Daisyandthenbackatpadaku
me,asifhewerewaspada
alertforsomethingmore.“I’dbeaGod
terkutuk
damnedfooltoliveanywhereelse.”At
ini
thispointMissBakersaid:“Absolutely!”
dengan
withsuchsuddennessthatIstarted—itwasthepertama
firstwordshehadutteredsejak
sinceIcameintotheroom.Jelas
Evidentlyitsurprisedherasmuchasitdidsaya
me,forsheyawnedanddengan
withaseriesofrapid,deftmovementsstoodupintotheroom.“I’mstiff,”she
mengeluh
complained,“I’vebeenlyingonthatsofa
sofaforaslongasIcanremember.”“Don’tlookatme,”
Daisy
Daisyretorted,“I’vebeentryingtogetyoutoNewYorksepanjang
allafternoon.”“No,thanks,”saidMiss
Baker
Bakertothefourcocktailsjustinfromyang
thepantry.“I’mabsolutelyintraining.”
Herhostlookedatherincredulously.
“Youare!”
He
mengambil
tookdownhisdrinkasifitwereadropinthebottomofagelas
glass.“Howyoueverget
apa
anythingdoneisbeyondme.”I
melihat
lookedatMissBaker,wonderingwhatitwasshe“gotdone.”I
menikmati
enjoyedlookingather.Shewas
seorang
aslender,small-breastedgirl,withantegak
erectcarriage,whichsheaccentuatedbymelemparkan
throwingherbodybackwardattheshouldersseperti
likeayoungcadet.Her
abu
greysun-strainedeyeslookedbackatmedengan
withpolitereciprocalcuriosityoutofawan,menawan
charming,discontentedface.Itoccurredtome
sekarang
nowthatIhadseenher,atau
orapictureofher,somewheresebelumnya
before.“YouliveinWestEgg,”sheremarkedcontemptuously.
“I
kenal
knowsomebodythere.”“Idon’t
tahu
knowasingle—”.“Youmust
tahu
knowGatsby.”“Gatsby?”
demandedDaisy.
“WhatGatsby?”
Sebelum
BeforeIcouldreplythathewasmytetangga
neighbourdinnerwasannounced;wedginghistense
lengan
armimperativelyundermine,TomBuchananmemaksa
compelledmefromtheroomasthoughhewerememindahkan
movingacheckertoanothersquare.Slenderly,languidly,theirhandsset
ringan
lightlyontheirhips,thedua
twoyoungwomenprecededuskeluar
outontoarosy-colouredporch,terbuka
opentowardthesunset,whereempat
fourcandlesflickeredonthemeja
tableinthediminishedwind.“Whycandles?”
objected
Daisy
Daisy,frowning.Shesnappedthemout
dengan
withherfingers.“Intwoweeksit’llbethe
terpanjang
longestdayintheyear.”Shelookedatus
semua
allradiantly.“Doyoualways
menonton
watchforthelongestdayofthesetahun
yearandthenmissit?I
selalu
alwayswatchforthelongesthari
dayintheyearandthenmissit.”“Weoughtto
merencanakan
plansomething,”yawnedMissBaker,duduk
sittingdownatthetableasifsheweregettingintotidur
bed.“Allright,”saidDaisy.
“What’llweplan?”
She
berpaling
turnedtomehelplessly:“Whatdo
orang
peopleplan?”BeforeIcould
menjawab
answerhereyesfastenedwithanawedekspresi
expressiononherlittlefinger.“Look!”
she
mengeluh
complained;“Ihurtit.”
We
semua
alllooked—theknucklewasblackdan
andblue.“Youdidit,Tom,”shesaidaccusingly.
“I
tahu
knowyoudidn’tmeanto,tapi
butyoudiddoit.That’swhatIgetformarrying
seorang
abruteofaman,seorang
agreat,big,hulkingphysicalspesimen
specimenofa—”.“Ihate
itu
thatword‘hulking,’ ”objectedTomcrossly,“eveninkidding.”“Hulking,”
bersikeras
insistedDaisy.SometimessheandMiss
Baker
Bakertalkedatonce,unobtrusivelydan
andwithabanteringinconsequencethatwasnevercukup
quitechatter,thatwasassejuk
coolastheirwhitedressesdan
andtheirimpersonaleyesintheabsenceofsemua
alldesire.Theywerehere,
dan
andtheyacceptedTomandsaya
me,makingonlyapolitemenyenangkan
pleasantefforttoentertainortobemenghibur
entertained.Theyknewthatpresently
makan malam
dinnerwouldbeoverandasedikit
littlelatertheeveningtooakan
wouldbeoverandcasuallyputaway.Itwassharply
berbeda
differentfromtheWest,whereanmalam
eveningwashurriedfromphasetofase
phasetowardsitsclose,inacontinuallykecewa
disappointedanticipationorelseinsheersaraf
nervousdreadofthemomentitself.“Youmakeme
merasa
feeluncivilized,Daisy,”Iconfessedonmykedua
secondglassofcorkybutagak
ratherimpressiveclaret.“Can’tyou
berbicara
talkaboutcropsorsomething?”I
bermaksud
meantnothinginparticularbyini
thisremark,butitwastakenupinanterduga
unexpectedway.“Civilization’sgoingtopieces,”brokeoutTom
keras
violently.“I’vegottentobea
mengerikan
terriblepessimistaboutthings.Haveyou
membaca
readTheRiseoftheColouredEmpiresbyini
thismanGoddard?”“Why,no,”Ianswered,
agak
rathersurprisedbyhistone.“Well,it’safine
buku
book,andeverybodyoughttoreaditu
it.Theideaisifwedon’tlookoutthewhite
ras
racewillbe—willbeutterlysubmerged.It’s
semua
allscientificstuff;it’sbeenproved.”